confuse-ing..

Am back..actually i was lazy to update my blog recently..

Watch movie..games..chit chat-ing have become my major so-called entertainment..

I wanted to shout i wanna shop but currently i'm confused to choose wat i wanna buy..

Wat kind of tees?? wat kind of shoes?? wat kind of pants?? wat kind of handphone?? wat kind of cap??

I'm certainy have difficulties in making decision now..

Ok i'm so into converse but it cost me bout 100bucks?? i certainly will hesitate whether is it worth for me to buy or not..

To think walking in utp with converse shoes is abit wasted and you know how terrible are the roads back in utp right??

Buy or don't buy??

1more thing..with shoelace or without shoelace??

However i like shoelace but i don't like to tie..hehe..

Wat kind of cap??

Thinking of of hip hop cap which is flat or those winter cap which my fren called the cancer cap (no offence k)..

But to wear the winter cap hair must be long if not the effect would be like..yuhan you're BOTAK!! sweat..

1thing is winter caps are really meant for winter..

worries..

I got no 1 to talk to now..i mean i'm really worried bout her right now..

It's so late now and she went to studio for recording alone..

Ok it's normal but recording at this hour really makes me worry..

Seriously i'm very worried..

I just want her to be safe..

I dunno why numerous of negative things are popping out in my mind..

I just hope and want her to be alright..

Can anyone can convince me tat she'll be alright??

'cause i love her so much..

here you go..

I'm actually lazy to update due to numerous of reasons..but anyway i still move my lazy hands to type everything from my heart..

I'm actually missing everything now..

Time flies..
Moments are created..
But will you capture treasure them??
No you won't..
Not till you are forced to be separated..

There are four things tat we cannot take back when we have done it..
The stone after the throw..
The word after it's said..
The occasion after the loss..
The time after it's gone..

Thanks for everything..
Thanks for the concern when i was sick..
Thanks for driving us to crazy..
Thanks for for the futsal..
Thanks for the sharing..
Thanks for the shouting and crapping..

Thanks for the love and care..

I'm so gonna miss you guys and you..
Moments are treasured..
Yes i did it..
I'm just scared in case i lost everything..
But with you..
Nothing to be afraid..

I appreciate everything..

HAPPY HOLIDAY =)

Am collecting all the pics and will do something with it..
Stay tune=)

biological clock..

It seems tat everyone's biological clockS have gone hay wire after coming to UTP..

To be frank..my own biological clock was and is out of function for very long time ago..but come to UTP..it seems tat it turned normal??

I have no idea..but currently i'm into this kinda life..

The thing i'm glad is tat i can adapt the environment in UTP..

Living under pressure and books..tension?? haha..

Force acted directly perpendicular to your little head..and mind tat our heads are small..

And this produce wat?? pressure la..i mean a big 1..

Final is getting a foot nearer and guess wat??

I can't wait for it to finish..i mean i'm getting myself into exam mood d..

Don't make any changes to the exam anymore..please..

Preparing to face the war..

1st war in UTP ever..

Seeking for victory with lotsa effort input..

Efficiency?? hopefully 90% =)




Ps : good luck guys..study..

nothing but study..

Our high school quote seems tat it's getting less visible day by day..

"Study hard Play hard"

For current situation..the portion of studying is much much higher than playing d..but at least i went for jogging this morning..

I had a great time =) haha..don't ask how great coz it was great..

These few weeks i was like study study study and study..switch to study mode d..turning back button has been hidden in somewhere out of the UTP..

Actually do i like to study tat much?? sometimes i really wonder and doubt myself..

Everyone was like "yuhan..you seem like you're categorized in the study lovers group le.."

My 1st reaction was like "eh..i think so.."

Come to think tat i have the thought tat i prefer study than working..this is damn freaking 100% sure due to lotsa lotsa reasonings..

Problems always surface everytime i tend to advice others to study since i'm so kind hearted..people sure like shoot me back..

"i'm not like you ma..like to study everytime 1.."

I was like wtf?? caring turns into hurting..sigh..

Even you have no interest in studying and hate studying for exams..but you still have to study wat..

To hate it so why don't you love it??

Make things and life easier..i mean much much easier..

I did manage to make study become a vital task in my life..so tat i won't complain so often and sympathy should be given to those willing-and-ever-ready-to-listen-to-you ears..

You know wat?? sometimes i really hate some people..

They don't like to study BUT they somehow like to complain bout how bad their results are..

Expect a fruitful season without even spend the time or think of fertilizing the trees..

Dunno wat to say la..

FPI : study..

end and start..

Finally most of the tests come to the end but this fri we are going to have our moral test which is the very last minute of the lectures week..

Tons of notes need to be done and guess wat?? final is coming like 1 week +++..

Study week starts from next mon but considered as this sat la after the sport science and i almost forgot tat there is also sport science test this sat..

Boredom and laziness started to overwhelm me..sigh..

have you ever thought of bringing your dog for a walk by driving??
yes i did..

appreciate you sleeping hours 'cause you might lose it..

lying down and doing nothing is the best enjoyment..

A big sigh..

Study study and study..

Wait..sport science assignment has not settled yet..

Lazzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy..

Procrastination is bad..
Yet people are practicing it..
I wonder why..
Maybe this is wat we called human being..
The homosapien..

break-ing..

Well..this post is definitely not showing tat me myself is a typical starbuck fans..

Currently am having break or break-ing..

Phew..hours of studying surely needs some break..

But look at the time now..i'm supposed to be in my dream and i'm still awake..

Final is coming in no time and before tat testS strike us 1st..

Going to be sleeplessWEEKS..

Got lotsa stuffs to study and wat we called this??

This is pre-U man..don't underestimate it..

Cheers =)

music noober (scientific)..

Have you ever thought of having those "ears" to somehow track the "frequency" or the "speed" of "sound wave"??

Or should i ask do you wish to have those "ears"??

Well..sometimes i do really or mayb DESPERATELY wish to have 1 lo..but come to think i don't actually need those "ears" i mean i'm not going to utilize it fully like those musician who like to point at others and say "wrong key" or "wrong note" or "wrong tempo"..haha..'cause last time used to scolded by my teacher..

I still remember how i struggled for my guitar lesson especially the F chord..ah..still remeber how scary last time was whenever i saw the stup F but the chord is very essential 'cause it's nice but i prefer D chord =) somehow i like the sound..

Back to topic..well..honestly..i hate to admit tat i'm a music noober..ah..i mean nobody like to admit tat they are NOOBER right?? who the hell will walk around and tell everyone tat he or she is a NOOBER..i'm a music noober..swt..

You know i hate the time where you need to play a song with other guitar and i was so tension during tat double guitar time..usually others follow my tempo and i was like who-cares-bout-you..haha..

My count in tempo is bad ma so wat to do?? will improve soon de la..i mean after 5 years?? i know the period is like very long but at least i got my aim..training to follow tempo of a music piece in 5-year time..then i shall choose twinkle twinkle little stars..haha..

Sometimes..i really have this idea where you can calculate accurately when you need to pluck or strum or rest..

My idea is creative since i learned creative thinking in Thinking Skill and trying to be extraordinary in something..at least in my blog 'cause out there in UTP i barely can compete with those geniuses in every aspects..nothing much..

My idea is.......
ta da.....
convert this piece of sheet into...

into...
sinusoidal graph..

Which those "talented" people keep on emphasizing in right tempo and right key..so why don't we make it more accurate..like this..so tat even the musicians need to hold scientific calculator on their hands where you need to apply all the formulae and not to forget more water 'cause i bet they will be scolding their students more frequent since we are now in such situation which emphasize in accuracy..

If this were happened i think Dr Abdallah will be freaking happy and won't scold us for sleeping in his class 'cause by tat time he needs to go around due to all the musicians in ipoh are seriously in need of learning physics and guess wat??

Our lecturer will say this during the 1st class..

"Physics is fun cool and interesting"

I can't wait the moment to come so tat i can see how the musicians learn physics in UTP =)




Ps : doomed with physics..

rewind~~~

Now i just wanna rewind everything back to few weeks back due to the laziness of the blog owner to update the outdated stuff..

Actually..actually..it wasn't my fault ACTUALLY..the line sucks i couldn't do anything to make it better so after all i'm still innocent..

Cut the crap..recently..i mean these few weeks..earth did spin or rotate..birds still chirp..people still eat..and i still alive here..

Let's start with academic stuff..

My chem test was pretty OK and please don't screw me d due to the final changing of answers..i know..it was unfair..hehe..hopefully can score well la..

Engineering math was actually haunted me for few weeks d but it turned to be a very very big surprise..i tell you if i were not sick tat moment i would definitely react like mad man..jumping up and down mayb?? how the earth i can get this marks with the wrongs answers..anyway..all thanks to our tutor or whoever who marked my paper..special credit for you..hehe..

And guys..final is coming and my papers are like 3hours each?? so this is pre-u d..swt..

The time in UTP is actually like lighting i shall say (traveled in speed of light??) wat the hell..i think the high comm has done some modification to the UTP clock so tat i would turn twice faster than the normal ones..don't you think so?? in few weeks later..final exam moment and i'll be like a dead meat in the main hall or chancellor hall or maybe undercroft..

I really wish i could have 48-hour per day and my schedule would be like this :

1. have more sleep
2. i mean more sleep
3. even more sleep
4. or maybe nap
5. ok give some time for my study
6. then sports maybe
7. finally sleep again





Don't you think this is the best perfect and ideal schedule in the world?? i mean best for those who sleep like 1 hour per day?? but i'm only partially belonging to the category..haha..

It seems like our very 1st sem in UTP is coming to the end..

Anxious and can't wait for the 1st sem to end??
Or wanted to prolong it??


I have no idea..

Anyway..happy study guys..
cheers..


And tonight you finally promised me huh?? a yes from you =)
skirt skirt dress dress =)

everyone knows..

Everyone knows i'm not emo..not tat kind of emo guy..but in fact i did end up emo-ing in utp..damn it..

Screwed my engineering math..i mean i really SCREWED it this time..screwed it just like thinking skill..

Got correct assumption and right concept..but but but..just damn it..30marks's gone..

People said always learned from mistakes..but did i really learn from mistakes..this is the 2nd time i flunk my paper 'cause of carelessness instead of laziness..

Argh..screw screw screw..am emo guy..

Shit..really dun wanna be one but just can't help it..

Should i just shout out loud to my lecturer like tat??
"sir i really KNOW how to do!! but i did it WRONG.."

Wat the hell..

Fine..emo day eventually meets to an end..

Thanks for the SWEET doughnut..you brighten my day =) thanks..

exhausted..

I'm extremely exhausted currently..

Things are coming non-stop like the endless waves in the ocean..

Argh!!! nothing..

just feel like shouting..

but come to think..i'm not tat type of shouting person..

Haha..good luck to me and everyone for the drama..quizzes..tests..and watever it is..

Tat's all..

action..

People often do the talking part and forget the action part..

People always promise things tat are beyond their ability to accomplish them..

People most of the time tell lies or so-called sweet talks to gain others' trust..

Tat's why people always say :

"action speaks louder than word"

Talking is not the only one in the world..let the actions and results prove everything..

Don't just say it out but mean it!!

Neh neh neh..haha..

Ah..continue study and do assignment..

back back back..

Having a "hectic" week..hehe..i mean hectic in another sense..argh..holidays come to the end and guess wat?? I did study a little bit maybe 'cause my mum always says "always bring the books back for nothing" but this time i proved to her tat i got studied..haha..

Studied physics and planned to study chemistry later but i feel like going out now!! go out go out go out!! feel like chitchat-ing..

Well basically i went to lotsa places this week and i seriously ate a lot..

I ate fried keow teow..keow teow sup..yong tau fu..chicken chop..steamboat with rib eye (damn love it)..Big Apple..lotsa choc cakes..choc with liquor.."maggi" fries..burger king..fillet-o-fish..

I did eat a lot..i didn't lie k..although i like to fool ppl..

Bangkok street in singapore?? haha..

Cut my hair..super short..eh..not super la..very short i mean..can save my moving rubber d coz my hair is 24/7 spike now..hehe..wont drop even the gravity pull so hard huh??

And my mum 2nd time said i had a worth hair cut..swt..but this time is RM12 d..

Oh ya..saw fook ann..clare and may lin yesterday in 1u..i was like where you guys come from when i saw them..haha..nice haircut clare and maylin..you 2 cut your hair right??RIGHT??even tak da pun say yes la..thinking skill habits : face-saving ..haha..fook ann..did you cut your hair??

Anyway i bought 1 crazeecauser tee which is quite nice..it's in black 'cause i'm so lazy to wash white tee anymore..not in 1u but in klcc..but but but the sad thing is i bought it in isetan instead of the boutique..so i got an Isetan plastic bag which is very very "nice" and "cool" instead of crazeecauser's 1..fussy me..i know..

I dl-ed ronan keating's 4 albums and i'm so into the "when you say nothing at all" listen to the melody!! omg omg omg..haha..i know how to play btw..hehe..

My frenz asked me about clubbing and asked whether it's fun or not..hmmm..at 1st i thought it's fun 'cause i messed up pub with club..clubbing is where ppl drink and DANCE with those loud musics..but pub is where ppl drink and CHAT with band's musics..i prefer pub 'cause it's like adult old town..hehe..

It's kinda so called proud or cool when ppl know you went for clubbin before but is tat really fun and nice?? i would say no but i won't hate it..i just don't like it..nehnehneh..haha..got my answer?? i don't like the feel where you are "trapped" in a place with all the speakers surround you and your heart beat is like weird..so i always said i'm SENTIMENTAL but you guys just don't believe me..fine fine fine..time proves everything..

Tonight is the last night already and tomorrow i'm going back at 4am i think..yeah yeah..nothing..

Tat's all..webcam webcam..hehe..

me no photogenic..

Talking about photography..i'm not good in either taking photos or good looking in photo (muka bukannya handsome) hehe..

So i tried out my bro's sony cam last night..

So me no photogenic..got it??

Sleeping pics..hehe..

feel..

It has been quite some time i felt tat comfortable like tonight..

The feeling is indescribable by words..

I dunno how to explain but i just felt very very comfortable..

I wish the moment won't end and the clock would stop tickling..

I'm happy..

smile..

I'm smiling and laughing..

'cause AM OK..

Anything happened bad in the past i just take them as lessons..

As alex said..we cannot forget past..

'cause we need to remember past to improve your future..

Yup..i screwed my test 1..

But test 2 is coming up in no time..

If i work very hard for test 2..

Everything is paid up..

So..

Everything will be fine..

Smile smile..

Happy moments will never be erased..

And i WAS and AM happy..

Don't worry..

monster..

Basically i FUCKED UP my day (sorry for the rude word but i can't find a better phrase to describe today)

No elaboration..no explanation..i'm so so so so so tired of everything..

Wondering and wandering..

"yu han wat the hell is going on??"

Today i'm not me..

Today i'm others..

I can't help myself thinking of those things..

Finally frustration almost took over my soul..

It has been some time i lost my temper..

I managed to calm myself..

I didn't do it in front of my frenz..

I walked away..

Walked under the hot sun..

Sweating alot..

Dun worry..

I'm still conscious..

A conscious monster..

I hereby said tat I SCREWED MY TEST 1!!

Efforts are not enough after all..

I won't cry..

I won't blame..

Like i said "efforts are not enough!!"

Ps : I dare not tell you..but you did cheer me up..thx and sorry again..

lesson..

Lesson learnt :

"how to accept failures as lessons
and not to afraid to get up to start everything over again.."

am so numb..

I know i should not complain now..but i'm so so disappointed with myself..but i kept quiet 'cause this is none of the business of others..if i keep on complaining and end up with others consoling you which is unnecessary..

Argh..i dunno..i'm so numb..i got no feeling today..when i saw the marks..not only dulan but disappointment really pierced thru' my heart..yup..i was laughing and smiling and acted nothing happened..but..

I really got no mood today..i'm so down till i got no feeling..

Blame no one but myself..i told myself..

Not dulan..not frustrated..not angry..not sad either for today..

Today i'm numb..

Tat's it..

High expectation comes with high disappointment..remember tat..

Hard works come with good results..

Is just tat i'm not hardworking enough!!

sneeze again..

All of the sudden..the condition of my body just changed in 180 degree..sigh sigh sigh..

I hate running nose tat much..it reminds me of one of the character in crayon shin chan whose mucous always flows out his nose..hehe..am looked like a kid right??

Again my desk is full of tissues despite of all the books..pc..rubbish..hardly find a place for me to write..have to dig a hole in order to write..LOL..

Now is 2.30am d..still not yet sleepy due to the-whole-day-sleeping..hehe..currently is so worried of the drama..sigh..dunno how to express..it's so hard to become a sissy guy..salute "those" people la..talking in extremely high pitch really hurt my throat alot..

Ok then..continue my study la..oh man..i've lost touch of chemistry and physics..so doomed..sigh sigh sigh again..



Ps : i'm glad you didn't say no..

is it too late to know??

I have been acting so careless and so reckless recently until i didn't even notice it!! damn..really sorry..i don't mean it..why am i acting so stupidly!! wtf!!

I can't even notice something tat's so obvious..dulan..

I'm really sorry..i'm really not acting now..

At this time..only the "true" by ryan can represent my feeling..

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
Its true
'cause i'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'cause my heart keeps falling faster
Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
Its true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true

ryan cabrera wrote this love song.. about the early stage of a relationship..

where you like someone and you got the feeling tat the someone likes you too..
but you're unsure and you're afraid of knowing the true answer..
you're scared of being hurt by the truth..
but you wanna be with her..

impossible..

Ahuh..last night i just went to 2 jungleS..hehe..but i still prefer the 1st jungle..

Went to Rum Jungle which was just an ok for me..the songs were ok ok and the DJ is quite cute for your information but very lala..

Basically..the loud music made me dizzy for whole night and i don't really wanna elaborate the whole story about the clubbing..i realized tat i'm so so sentimental..and the evil part was they forced me to dance!! omg..can you imagine i dance?? yup i did perform modern jazz before but disco dance isn't my type..haha..

End of the clubbing story and i wasn't drunk..i also dunno wat happened..maybe i drank the wrong beer which was shandy??who knows?? haha.. next time we go to pub where got bands instead of dancing club!! tat's much much sentimental where you can enjoy listening to wat songs you like..right?? but thx for everyone who brought me there to experience huh??

We were supposed to have our moral test in the afternoon but but but it was canceled..tat means DULAN la..i memorized the whole lecture notes or maybe 3/4 of the lecture notes till 3am and it was just being canceled like tat!! arghhh..chill chill..maybe tat's a test of examining our values of patience and forgiveness *i doubt*

The weather is hot now and the rain just won't drop..before i came here people told me tat ipoh is a rainy place but they said UTP is at tronoh..so tat means i'm being placed in a non-rainy place..sigh sigh sigh..

Feeling like standing in the middle of somewhere during a heavy downpour where you can wash away your woes and worries..isn't tat very fun?? still waiting for the day..am waiting patiently..

Recently people around me kept on repeating the word "impossible"..this reminds me of adidas and wat soul last time told me..

The trademark of adidas as we can always see is "impossible is nothing" right??

And soul told me once tat the word impossible = I M possible..

Aren't these two statements are true?? if you said it's impossible but the probability will never be zero percent where the situation is hopeless..

We often lose faith in ourselves or even to others..this is impossible and tat's a miracle if tat thing happens..yeah..i admit i did tat all the time 'cause i'm afraid of the having bigger disappointment when i have high expectation..

But sometimes i like to face the impossibilities..if you said it's impossible..i have the urge to make it possible..

impossible is nothing..

happy..

Today i'm very very very happy *in Dr. Brahim's tone* ahh..we still can't stop intimating him..it's so fun and he is so cute and funny especially his eyebrows..LOL..this is a compliment k..tat's why engineering math will never be boring..

Happy mode..whole day occupied with happiness except a small small part of the day which wouldn't affect me at all!!

Currently studying moral studies which is so so so "interesting"..ya right..interesting konon..got tons of definitions are waiting for me to memorize and the test is held on this friday!! wtf..dulan lo..

Tonight is the 1st night i used my highlighter in UTP!! tat means i can't concentrate at all..sigh sigh sigh..

My heart is into 2 songs le.."i will remember you" and "true" by ryan cabrera..

OMG!! i'm so into the acoustic version and the lyrics..damn..i'm supposed to read my moral now but i ended up by blogging..too boring d..you can't BLAME me!!

Ryan Cabrera - True
Album: Take It All Away


I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
Its true
'cause i'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'cause my heart keeps falling faster
Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
Its true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true






I Will Remember You

Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple cause i hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that
I, i will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
We're a picture in my mind
When i want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I, i will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
You were there when i needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you, thank you
I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
I, i will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together, i will remember
We're not together, i will remember you
Yeah, i will remember you

Am going to repeat again..these songs are damn freaking nice..i can't stop myself from listening to them..addicted..haha..

By the way..edmund found me avril lavinge's "when you're gone" acoustic version which i lost it long long time ago..

I can't stop humming the songs over and over again..

Am happy!!

still remember??

Currently i'm rubbing my eyes and yawning as if i can eat whole loaf of bread at once..like a baby huh?? LOL..

I'm so so tired..i slept not more than 3hours doing physics and the Mr Lai didn't even touch it today..damn dulan lo..but never mind..sabar sabar..

It's weird tat when you close your eyes..memory flashes back..

Come to think..i came from a nobody-bothers-or-even-knows and not-in-the-map school and today i'm in UTP..hardly can believe huh?? tat's why i always say i'm lucky..hehe..

Come to think..the day i came to UTP just after the replacement of JPA interview in Cyberjaya..damn tired 'cause of the pc fair job and i was totally down for 2days in UTP Educamp..couldn't help myself..

Come to think..the day i started my job in MIFF where i got scolded like or even worse than a homeless dog..

Come to think..i got the result from the Petronas official website tat i got into UTP and i was shouting in my heart and sent a sms with "wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf" to someone..haha..

Come to think..the moments i spent before i came here..2months are indeed short but i had fun..

Come to think..the morning i leave my home with my formal attire to UTP and my dad's car broke down..rushing to UTP by taking taxi luckily i was not late..

Come to think..the moment where YB they all spoke to me in chancellor hall "you got roommate or not??" "come to join us want or not??" i nod and cut the queue..hehe..

Come to think..the 1st impression on my roommate Ang Ben Li..funny man..i thought i got a boring 1 but he is not the typical NERD!!

Come to think..the 1st time we were divided into groups and met new frenz where i intorduced myself as a guy who likes to sleep..LOL..

Come to think..the nights we were singing UTP and Petronas songs in main hall with all the scoldings by the facees..

Come to think..the day i wore the stupid 80ringgit-worth batik like a stupid guy..

Come to think..the evening i helped them to do the props stuff at the last min and i acted a lemon tree on stage!!

Come to think..the few seconds i asked for someone's number..so embarrassing..swt..

Come to think..the whole MAS where we were walking like there's no tomorrow..

Come to think..the 1st lecture in UTP is canceled after all the enthusiasm of studying..

Come to think..the day we went to ipoh and ate the char keow teow..and found lotsa shops in jusco which really broadened my narrow mind..

Come to think..the moments in sports complex were so crazy and fun..i played till my shoes got 2 big holes on each side..

Come to think..the magnificent night when the olympic opening ceremony was held..

Come to think..the competition in Engineering Math lectures and all the quizzes Dr Brahim gave..

Come to think..the nights i spent in front of my pc squeezing my brain for solutions..

Come to think..the day where i locked myself outside of the room..

Come to think..the day i 1st ate the sotong in V5 and the mango juice..damn nice man..

Come to think..the 1st met a very very cute doggy in the midnight..it has completely captured my heart..haha..

Come to think..my 1st reaction when i saw Avril Lavinge with her pink guitar..WTF!! i was crazy of her obviously!!

Come to think..the moments tat i can't breathe and sick for whole week..

Come to think..the sleepless nights i spent to finish my stuffs..

Come to think..the evening tat i felt the rain droplets was so cooling..indescribable..

Come to think..i'm still in front of the pc right now!!

Come to think..it was so fun and happy..

Come to think..i blog 'cause i got no1 to talk to and this is where i say everything..

Am so tired of thinking but i'm very happy for no reasons..
once again..
I'M HAPPY!!

random..

Have been posting all the serious stuffs tat are happening in UTP..if you guys read it also boring and even myself also sien..plan to post something different..


THINGS TAT YOU SHOULD NEVER DO or SAY IN FRONT OF the LADIES..

1. never ever ask about their age 'cause they are so so so afraid of aging..
2. if you know their age..don't ask about their birth date 'cause got 2 situations:
* if your birthday is later than them you won't get the answer from them at all..
* if your birthday is lucky enough later than them they'll be extremely happy and call you uncle..
3. do not ever talk about how pretty the other gals are 'cause you're dealing in front of girls..
4. do not mention about the word "fat" which is extremely sensitive to gals..
5. do not ask about their weight but do ask them about the hottest guy in the world!!
6. when you talk about football do mention about david beckham..haha..


Guys..this is more than 55% correct..if you don't believe me..try THESE in front of gals..if you're lucky enough..you'll survive..hahahahaha..



RULES and REGULATIONS of PATIENTS set by SOMEone..

1. cannot eat fried stuffs..
2. cannot eat CHOC & ICE CREAM!!
3. cannot sleep LATE..
4. cannot walk under the RAIN!!
5. cannot drink cold drinks..
6. must seek medication help from DOC..scary..
7. must eat medicine and worse is cough syrup..yucks..
8. go for sports (my favourite)
9. must report yourself about everything above..
10. must drink lukewarm of hot drinks..
11. must bring umbrella (troublesome)


Set by UTP's future doctors..swt..sick isn't tat fun anymore like last time!!




Ps : am not stereotype..hehe..

a end or a beginning??

Finally..after hours of worrying..studying..reading..solving and explaining..physics test was way way over..

I still remembered since the day i got exposed to pure sciences..the most fearsome sub is physics among all the subjects..i dunno why..but tat's wat i'm really scared of for no reason..

Today's test..got 1 question relating the coefficient of kinetic friction 1..my answer was 0.25 and was expecting some1's answer same with me..but such expectation was really disappointed me..

0.75?? 0.375?? 0.5?? or 1.0?? no 1 really has the answer of 0.25..tat means i'm wrong?? even i told myself the probability of getting it correct still there but i can tell tat this is just a lie told by my own mind to myself just to have a better day right??

I mumbled to myself for whole day AGAIN..argh..i didn't even study my sports science which i nearly flunked it..but this world is always full of BUTs..but i managed to survive..

Stupid right?? think of 1 little question for whole day which leads to nothing at the end..

Just after the sports science..we went for futsal again and the match was fun *maybe 'cause we managed to score better than others* haha..


But the best part of the day was i lied on the court and closed my eyes..feeling the rain droplets from the sky..just tat moment..i was so relax..i wish i can be like tat for the rest of my life..feeling so great..


Then i came back and watched football..yup Man U lost and i no longer got the feeling d 'cause i'm so tired..really exhausted..i couldn't help myself but lying on the bed and collapsed again..

Study needs no talent..
1% of talent..1% of luck and 98% of effort..
tat's way right??

Ps : ignorance is always bliss..sometimes a "forgetful" solution is needed by everyone just to have better day..

silly me..

Few days back..i thought i have lost touch to physics..i was so frustrated tat i couldn't solve the question..

But tonight i only realize..i had solved it few days back ago!! the height is 3.6m instead of 36m..swt..tat's why i got the wrong answer!! screw the paper and the ink..haha..for playing illustration trick with my eyes..

Silly me go to think a lot of unnecessary stuffs..tat's me think too much..

HAPPY HAPPY..am so happy..i solved it..hehe..this is called the satisfaction of life..right guys??

I'm very easy to please huh?? haha..i can solve questions then i'll happy..


Currently so into jason mraz's "you and i both"..damn nice..

And finally i found got people like secondhand serenade!! tat's my favourite band..

Every songs is just like telling a story..telling a story thru' songs is a good way to express one..don't just listen to melody but to understand the lyric!! i like secondhand serenade songs!!

Damn..shit..my eyes are pain again..pity my eyes..gotta sleep a lot after my physics test!!

"Am fucking tired AGAIN!!"

Now feel better after shouting out..haha..
Gotta continue my physics but my eyelids are getting heavier..
Sat physics test..damn nervous!! how how how??
Am so doomed..

Nini~~~

I know it's so late for me to upload my photos from my sport science assignment..but it's better late than never right?? I've promised you tat means i'll do it..cheer up!! this is your reward..

I hereby present you the mascots of the Beijing 2008 Olympic Games..

Beibei the fish..




Jingjing the panda..

Huanhuan the olympic fire..

Yingying the antelope..

Besides the mascots..i like the pictograms the most due to the contrast effect by gold and silver colours..thx mich for the gold pen..appreciate alot..

Wasted me for 3nights to finish one page of this..






So tat's all for today..
Sleep tight people and dream of nini~~
oh wait..
where's nini??
on the tree??

Nini~~ the swallow which i like the most..
the cutest among all right??
she finally tired of flying d..

Ps : all hand-drawn..no photoshoped..haha..

change..

Did i change?? my frenz who i used to hang along with said i've changed..do i really change?? maybe i've changed..into good way or bad way i have no idea..

This thing really tear down my mood just now..i dunno whether i'm correct or not..all of the sudden i felt very lost at the very moment..i was finding all sort of excuses to comfort and hide myself up but i failed to do tat..

But i'm trying to be myself..the true 1 and not to intimate and follow others..i wanna be myself but sometimes people always tend to follow others..

I think i've changed and whether it's a good transformation to be a better man or a bad transformation to be a jerk..i can't tell you tat..judge by yourself..




So who am i to you?? judge yourself..




I'm ok just tat i'm THINKING in my own world AGAIN..
tat's the reason why UTP made the thinking skill subject for foundation students..
don't worry..i'm not an emo guy..




Ps : not tat happy but still in happy mode..smile always..

just before i collapse

Just before i collapse wanna write about today..hehe..

Basically i was HIGH for the whole day which the highness has replaced my frustration 'cause i can't think rationally and scientifically to SOLVE questions..well i don't mean to complain but i was toooooooooooo irrational tat time..sorry..

Went to discussion room in IRC and shouted for 1hour ++ or maybe 2hours..hopefully we were not distracting those who wanted to study..hehe..

Today i was afraid of something..something which may not even be a concern of others but i was just scared of it..weird right?? this is wat we called ODD..

Wed is coming and i haven't done my Physics tutorial..so DOOOOOOOOOOOM!!

Poster presentation also tak sentuh lagi..tomorrow English reading test and sat PHYSICS test!! another hectic week but i'm happy..

Again am HAPPY for no reason..

Hectic life with happiness isn't tat hard..

Cheer up people..




"Who can solve me this equation?? i'll give you BONUS mark.."
By Ritchie with someone's tone..



Ps : my eyes are pain and tears are coming out again..tired!!

addiction..

OMG..get addicted again..can't stop thinking of the questions and solutions..Q&S Q&S Q&S!!

I wonder why is it so fun?? physics drive me crazy!! it's so tough yet i love it so much..hehe..coming saturday is physics test!! another D-day..sigh..

My frenz have just given me warning : remember to sleep!! don't sleep at 6!!

Oh well..am i tat forgetful tat tomorrow got lectures?? maybe i'm absent-minded and i'm weak and poor in time-concept..haha..

Tears are coming out from my eyes and telling me "boss~~ tidur lah~~" but my mind is working like hell!! 'cause i can't solve the questions..dulan right?? haha..nvm..slow people like me always need more time to solve Q unlike all those geniuses who are having gifted mind..

Sorry la..tonight is not a night to sleep BUT i'll sleep..don't worry OR maybe i mean i'll sleep during lectures haha..

Just few min ago..i just learned a lesson..think twice or maybe trice before you buy a secondhand books!! my physics book got a lot of writings and workings on it!! swt..hopefully someday the "doodling" parts can give me a hand to solve Q..hehe..

So tired and my room gets messy again..just in one night..it changes by 180 degree..lazy to keep la..let it be..haha..after all this is guy's room so don't expect much!!






Ps : so confusing now..it's way too COMPLICATED!! i didn't expect tat part.....

guess wat??

I'm awake now and just now went to eat kuew tiaw goreng at the cafe with edmund and wai chun..i was so blur when i woke up and they just dragged me along..haha..

Quite full now and i like the weather so much..especially a walk outside of your room which is fully occupied by your own washed laundry and as well as your roommate's ones..haha..

My room smells like Dynamo..fragrance smell just like a dobi..

Yesterday i slept at 6.35am which can break my RECORD here...hmmm..no longer proud with the record 'cause i got better 1 back in KL..hehe..please don't say me CRAZY 'cause i was cutting my drawings for the sake of my sport science assignment..

I like the mascots and as well as the pictograms!! i nearly fell asleep while i was cutting the paper and sir please don't mind if the cutting is sucks..haha..you can't blame me!! it was 6 in the morning and my eyes were quarter-opened..

Yet i couldn't finish with the decoration of my folio and i COLLAPSED..but pity ben li with whole night of the light turning on 'cause he woke up once at 5 something and asked "eh still awake??" LOL..

Tried my best to wake up late today 'cause it's sat man!! ben li woke up quite early which i didn't even give a damn in seeing the clock..he told me still got no water and tat gave me permission to sleep more to wait for the water..

I seriously desperate for a good shower and after..eh..i also dunno after how long and GUESS wat?? "got water d!!" oh man..i missed the shower so much just after one night without water in my hostel..

Continued my assignment..draw and draw..cut and cut..paste and paste..sms and sms..ate roller coaster and the rice from WC's senior..DONE!! and it was 2something d!!

Changed my shirt like the superman in the telephone booth and wtf!! no more clothes!! arghh..all my clothes were in the pail (but now on the hangers hehe)

Today's lecture was ok ok which i managed to stay awake..or maybe 'cause we chit chat and didn't care sir?? haha..someone requested to see my folio but today was the deadline..too bad BUT..

This world is always full of the word BUT..i took photos using edmund'd phone..haha..big apple huh??

Then went for futsal..was so lembik today..kalah teruk!! shame on me..haizzzzzz..however the drizzle made me happy..dunno why recently i like rain so much..

And today GUESS wat?? i cleaned my room!! surprise ya?? now my room is clean!!

Today was happy 'cause someone is being good for the week and i'm looking forward for another same weeks..this has proven tat i trusted the right one..



Ps : i'm awake!!

tired..

I'm so tired exhausted recently..people say i need more sleep or rest but the problem is i can't sleep well and sometimes i just don't wanna sleep..

It's coming back again..as you all know my sleeping habits are weird and special since in my high school time..extraordinary from others and this is where people call you CRAZY or MAD just 'cause you're different from them..

Currently managed to finish 2 major tests which are Chemistry and Engineering Math..hmmm..overall is an OK only and won't expect much from both side 'cause there are more people can score better than me..

My mum called me just now..she said my bro is worried about me..

Wat my bro concerned tat i'm living under stress at UTP..

Yeah..i admit there is some stress but tat's the way to make me improve..hehe and i shall say i love this place..maybe not..haha..

Now is 5am..don't be surprise..yeap tat's yuhan..he always awakes at this moment doing his own stuff which others think tat it's useless..

I wonder how can i turn my pure black and white folio into a colourful one?? this might challenge my creativity where i got tat "MUCH" of colour pencils..miss my messy crayon..

Feel like lying down at the field and staring at the sky without doing anything..

Ps : worst part of the day was bath with a bottle of mineral water..
Ps : best part of the day was feeling the breeze and the rain droplets of the night..

Ps : Nini can fly now!! no more walking..

again??

I spent my sat night with my burger and drawing the Olympics emblem and the 5 mascots for my assignment..well it has been quite a long time i didn't pick up my mechanical pencil and draw like tat night..

It was so nostalgic..

I still remembered last time when i was kid..i used to be crazy and obsessed of drawing..i would doodle all my text books watever came into my mind during class..

I think i spent a lot papers just to draw..i mean more than "a lot"..

But as time passed by..routine is getting busier and more hectic compared to last time..

Sometimes i just wish i can lie down on the grass and hold on my pencil and draw watever i want..isn't it so nice where you can do so while enjoying the cool breeze and the humid of air..

Sometimes i wish i could spend my time on drawing just like solving questions..

However this is just out of my reality life..sometimes you just don't have the time to do it..




Just now..when my parents and uncle went back..i went to shower and had a nap..

A weird feeling for today's nap which was a bit familiar..

I think it's quite impossible for me to have my sickness for whole week and yet it's getting worse..

My body ached the moment i woke up and of course my flu and cough haven't fully recovered or maybe getting worse..hope not..

Tests are coming man!! nervous!! D-dayS for the following days..i'm not feeling well..



Damn!! i felt tat the promoter cheated me..he said the stain can be washed away and i tried this afternoon..so sad!! but nvm..i think have to wash few times and he can be trusted since he let me try the promotion items which the items are not allowed to try..











Ps : well trust someone needs no reasons but trust always can be a reason..

jerk..

Today i just went to shop at Time Square and bought 2 WC tees and watched "Money No Enough 2"..the movie was awesome..hilarious and MEANINGFUL simultaneously..

Yesterday i reached home at 8something and i had my mum cooking for my dinner..sadly to say everything i ate was tasteless and my mum forced me to eat panadol..luckily not cough syrup which will be a disaster!! drank warm herba tea which was very nice and slept at 11 something!! 1st time sleep so early..break my record maybe?? haha..

But sadly to say..some incident happened..
I was like a jerk really like one or maybe i'm a jerk..

Anyway HOME SWEET HOME!!

When one tells you one's problem and of course the one is expecting some helps from you..

When one is in trouble and you know tat..you should give the one a hand..

When you see the one who is in woes then you should approach the one to ask whether the one is alright or not..

But i'm a jerk..instead of approaching the oet i turned my back to the one..

Damn..it's so tat damn freaking HARD just to ask "hey are you ok??" or "are you alright??"

say..

Just wanna say tat..

"Am fucking tired now!!"

Hmmm..just to express myself when i can't think rationally..
tat's all..hehe..


Additional "credits" for today slight fever and diarrhea "GREAT"!! and the flu is haunting me back..

under control..

Today i just wanna say..i'm a good boy:

1. i didn't eat fried stuffs except fried egg (acceptable right??)
2. i didn't even touch my choc which i bought yesterday and it was in my bag all the time..
3. i didn't even think of TRYing to eat ice cream especially the mango flavour 1..
4. i didn't drink cold water or drink..
5. i didn't walk under the rain..
   

Just for today..actually i did those yesterday..shhhh..haha..

Instead i ate noodle this morning with an egg..lunch with 2 doughnuts and dinner with rice without FRIED CHICKEN!! so today i'm proud to say tat i can take care of myself?? *doubt* actually was being nagged by all my frenz "this 1 cannot" "tat 1 cannot" "eat this" "don't eat tat" ..

When i walked near the ice cream refrigerator just to 'CHECK' whether my ice cream has gone out of stock or not..they were starring at me like "yuhann~~ don't ever try it or else i'll finish all the ice cream tat you want so tat you can't have it even you're heal.."

OMG..it's so so so suffering where you can't even touch choc or ice cream when you have it right in your hand..remember wat m&m always says?? "not melt in your hands" something like tat..swt..

But i did it and i succeeded to control myself under the circumstance where my so-called frenz tried to seduce me by licking the ice cream and making the "hmmm" sound which i hate the most..FRENZ ya right..



Recently..i found tat the saying is really true "old habits will never die!!"

I wanna say tat i'm addicted in asking WHY and THINKING again..tat's the old me back in high school where i tend to ask why why why why why whenever i can't find a proof of a statement and i will keep quiet and mumble to myself for whole day which is quite scary sometimes..haha..i can even skip my meals just 'cause of thinking..SCARY huh?? haha..maybe it's 'cause i don't have appetite whenever i can't find a good explanation for my whyS..

Eventually..i spent last night i mean whole night thinking of the subshell and orbitals thing and guess wat?? my effort is not to avail..i'm 1 step closer to the truth but i still got lotsa whyS..sigh..

And i was scolded by people tat i'm stupid..swt..

Why can't i just accept something without thinking why?? weird and odd right?? haha..



Learned something new:

"uiee-Ba-ngo-jiu-ku-uiee"
*i'm sick take care of me*

correct?? Mich says tat i got the right tone or accent for this..haha..

and guess wat?? karen taught me this which is bad and mean words..

"nu-ei-teh-ngong"
"you're the most stupid or the stupid-est person"






Mean right??

cold..

This morning surprisingly i woke up at 10something..yeah..10something..so early maybe 'cause i'm not feeling well..

I ate nasi lemak this morning which i shouldn't eat 'cause my throat is in terrible shape now..don't scold me k..

Well..i was wearing my sweater for my whole sunday 'cause it's very cold and my desk again was full of tissue papers..i couldn't think properly today which made me quite frustrated but i kept myself cool..

I finally cannot tahan..i had my first hot drink in UTP this afternoon..1st time i finished my hot milo within half an hour..then i went to sleep AGAIN..haha..patient should sleep more right?? making excuses for my sleeping habit..

Amazingly my nose felt better after the milo drink *should have listen to someone's advice last night* haha..

But but but now it turns back into original state..sneeze all the time..



WAIT!! this is not supposed to be an emo post..haha..screw the sick part..

I just got the news tat Avril is going to come..yes yes!! jason is going and hopefully he can describe the feeling of seeing her in live!! omg..crazy of her eyes!!

And i had roasted pork as my dinner..i know i got sore throat and i ate chilies again..hehe..so basically i just screwed my so-called "patient menu" for these few days..

Tomorrow got physics and chemistry quizzes i think..so another D day..haha..




Ps : thx for DG for today's meals..

under weather..

Just now was soaked wet 'cause walking under the rain..we went to convo fair after our dinner and we were trapped at there for 2hours++

People suggested me to bring my umbrella along whenever i go out from my room..hmmm..i do have umbrella which bought by my mum..eh..look nice and untouched *shhh don't tell her about the untouched part*

But but but i just don't wanna use it..haha..

Come to realize..i have never used my umbrella since i was F4..although my umbrella was always in my bag..i mean all the time even during rainy days..weird right??

Maybe i got no interest in umbrella unlike all the girls or my roommate..ya my roommate always carries his umbrella..

And now the time is approximately 5am..my desk is full of tissue papers..maybe is the umbrella trying to tell me the consequence of not utilizing it..swt..

Hate running nose and now i'm in red 'cause i'm in my Alidas sweater..freezing..

Hectic recently..is all about tests quizzes and assignments..RIGHT?? no at least we got talk crap sometimes..i mean all the time..haha..

Study hard play hard..

Hope so..haha..ZZZZ...




Ps : don't ever sing "Umbrella" song in front of me *phobia*

KL here i come!!

You know wat?? friendster contains lotsa secrets..LOL..found many things tat i shouldn't know..perhaps..haha..

Man..i'm so so so so outdated..everything tat happened back in KL seems so near yet so far away..i got no idea wat's happening recently..but i somehow just can predict wat's going on..

SO next friday i'm going to update myself for sure..so watch out guys..

Going to have hair cut SOOOOON..cut my sissy hair so tat my frenz won't call me "yuhann~~~"..this time would be short..can't wait..

Going to shop in real soon..shop till you drop right?? haha..







Meanwhile..i just got a meaningful and interesting mail from my fren which make you reconsider over and over again.



A lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. As she would need to wait for hours so a packet of cookies and a book would be a good companion to kill the time. She sat down in an armchair in VIP room and started her reading.

Beside the armchair where a packet of cookies lay a young man sat down and read his magazine. When she took the 1st cookie from the packet the man took after her. And she felt irritated and cursed him deep inside her heart "What a nerve if i was in the mood i would have punched him for sure!!"

For each cookie she took the man took one too but she said nothing 'cause she didn't wanna cause a scene although it was infuriating. Finally the last piece of cookie remained and she was wondering wat would he do for the very last cookie.

Surprisingly he took the cookie and divided it into half. The lady was so furious and took her book storm to the boarding place.

In the plane the lady was looking her glasses in her purse and to her surprise, she found untouched packet of cookies. It was too late. Ashamed and guilty came into her her mind. She was so wrong.

The man shared the last cookie willingly without feeling angry or bitter. It was too late after all. Apologize and explanation couldn't be made anymore.



There are 4things in your life tat you can't recover.

1. The stone after the throw.

2. The word after it's said.

3. The occasion after the loss.

4. The time after the it's gone.

damn..

Avril Lavinge's concert might be canceled due to some 'reasonable' reasons..how great..

I dunno how to react now when i browsed thru' jason's blog..happy or sad?? happy 'cause i can't go and when it's canceled then everyone will also can't watch the concert?? or maybe sad 'cause of she can't visit M'sia??

Dunno la..all i know is she is cute and punk..haha..and most important thing is SHE KNOWS GUITAR!! haha..lame excuse right??

I always think tat girls in guitar are more attractive and can kill guys in no second of warning than playing piano..

And and and..i saw james tan's frenster pics..haha..sweet man..so so so sweet..RIGHT?? haha..

Avril Lavinge is always cute!!

tongue tied..

Guess wat guess?? i just woke up and on9..

Another hectic week just passed..phew..a lot of things just happened which you can't even stop them from occurring and explain the whole process of the happening..

Recently the song Tongue Tied by Faber Drive just came into my mind all the time..the strumming part is so so so so AWESOME..and the lyric is damn true..hehe..

Wanna dl new songs..maybe Ryan Cabrera's songs?? damn..a bit sick of old songs d..no LAN here and wifi sucks..

But this week i manage to chat with my frenz back in KL..oh..i missed lotsa things!! it's so happening in KL and here..hmmmm..ehhhhh..ok ok la..haha..and my frenz even boasted tat his love life..wtf..so wat?? haha

Found something interesting in friendster..

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is..Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking

something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them *i like this!! not every KL guys are bad*

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

OMG..late for tutorial d..bye..