unfair..

Now is 6.05am and guess wat?? it's holiday and my holiday-sickness came back=) been enough of rest these days but after few days..rest will not be sufficient..life is always like that..

I have been listening to gender's equivalent rights issues for all this while and i always wanted to voice out..

I still can remember vividly tat when i was small i often wonder why guys need to please gals..why guys need to be the one who can't bully gals and this is not vice versa..

Until sometimes..i finally accepted the fact tat guys should be gentlemen all the while..i mean hold our gentlemen-ness all the time..

Whenever people always wanna fight for gender's equivalent rights..i wonder will this day come??

Now there are equivalent rights where you can see some tough gals being engineers at the construction sites..

During those days the gals were not given a damn by the so-called gentlemen to involve in these professions..

Well gals always wanna voice out things like this to say tat unfair treatments were given..

Ok fine..this is true..

Then they won't just stop there..trust me..they will continue something like this..

Guys are bad and evil..non of them have good intention..

Ok fine..majority of the criminals are guys when we assume..

Guys cannot be trusted..they are liars..

Fine this is true..i agree even though im a guy too..this is damn freaking true=)

Now..don't you think this is way too gender stereotyping??

Guys are bad and evil..that's correct..i never said tat it's a wrong fact..but don't tell me tat gals are not bad and evil also..then gals will answer "we are not as evil as you guys and when you see the amount of criminals..guys are the majority.."

Ok now gals so called wanna make majority as their answer..so can we make this way?? gals are meant to be housewives and do all the chores..can we make the majority as the answer which will piss every gals up?? no right?? i mean guys are bad but not all the guys are bad..stop the freaking stereotyping!!

When you see things around you jump to the conclusion tat the thing is like tat..dun ever narrow your view down..

Guys are liars and gals are right..they all lie and we all lie..dun tell me you never lied before and you would say white lies only..

Got once i went to a church camp and for christians they consider lies are sins i suppose (im not really sure of this issue)..

White lies or black lies watever lies you call is still lies..the truth is we all lie..dun freaking say guys are liars where you yourself is a liar too..

It's just like a smoker dad asks his children not to smoke..it sounds wrong right??

Well i dun wanna make fuss of this issue and i dun wanna argue also..

I just wanna voice out my opinion..

It's true..guys are evil..bad..liars..just as you said..
but not every guy is the same..
just like your fingers..
are they in the same length??

heartache..

basically..
i fuck-ed my day up..
watever..
it says all..


Ps : decided not to play rubik cube..
and you and me know how it feels when isolation and ignorance happen..
the heart will tell us..

tired..

I am so freaking tired till i have become numb to complain and sleep..

This is not my 1st time and i felt and sensed nothing

So so so tired everyday and works are accumulating day by day..increasing rapidly till the works almost take my breath away..

Very exhausted and this will normally make one to become moody..

But i try not to be..even i have become..i won't show it out..

Is kinda stupid to show it out where no one will freaking take a damn on it..

Chemistry test is coming and my coming exp report will be super long..

No need to say..tired is the word again and soon i'll immune with tat curse..

Mon exp and wed will be the test day and report-hand-in day..

Shout f*** you report and test?? forget bout it and continue to live on..

I'm seriously tired but i won't break down..

Lotsa things are waiting for me to do..

Sometimes i just wonder..mayb i should leave my handphone and all my works behind for 1 day and have a good rest for the whole day..

However i can't do tat..as i said lotsa must-be-done things are popping out..

Sometimes i wish i'm the old me where i seldom help and give guidance to others..

I try to help yet people treat you like an animal..to be exact you will be they annoying and busybody fly among them..

Help people do cheer me up but sometimes the return is terrible..

Just a thank you will be good enough..

But sometimes..

Speechless..

Again i'm tired..

Tired..

Continue studying and doing props..