silly me..

Few days back..i thought i have lost touch to physics..i was so frustrated tat i couldn't solve the question..

But tonight i only realize..i had solved it few days back ago!! the height is 3.6m instead of 36m..swt..tat's why i got the wrong answer!! screw the paper and the ink..haha..for playing illustration trick with my eyes..

Silly me go to think a lot of unnecessary stuffs..tat's me think too much..

HAPPY HAPPY..am so happy..i solved it..hehe..this is called the satisfaction of life..right guys??

I'm very easy to please huh?? haha..i can solve questions then i'll happy..


Currently so into jason mraz's "you and i both"..damn nice..

And finally i found got people like secondhand serenade!! tat's my favourite band..

Every songs is just like telling a story..telling a story thru' songs is a good way to express one..don't just listen to melody but to understand the lyric!! i like secondhand serenade songs!!

Damn..shit..my eyes are pain again..pity my eyes..gotta sleep a lot after my physics test!!

"Am fucking tired AGAIN!!"

Now feel better after shouting out..haha..
Gotta continue my physics but my eyelids are getting heavier..
Sat physics test..damn nervous!! how how how??
Am so doomed..

Nini~~~

I know it's so late for me to upload my photos from my sport science assignment..but it's better late than never right?? I've promised you tat means i'll do it..cheer up!! this is your reward..

I hereby present you the mascots of the Beijing 2008 Olympic Games..

Beibei the fish..




Jingjing the panda..

Huanhuan the olympic fire..

Yingying the antelope..

Besides the mascots..i like the pictograms the most due to the contrast effect by gold and silver colours..thx mich for the gold pen..appreciate alot..

Wasted me for 3nights to finish one page of this..






So tat's all for today..
Sleep tight people and dream of nini~~
oh wait..
where's nini??
on the tree??

Nini~~ the swallow which i like the most..
the cutest among all right??
she finally tired of flying d..

Ps : all hand-drawn..no photoshoped..haha..

change..

Did i change?? my frenz who i used to hang along with said i've changed..do i really change?? maybe i've changed..into good way or bad way i have no idea..

This thing really tear down my mood just now..i dunno whether i'm correct or not..all of the sudden i felt very lost at the very moment..i was finding all sort of excuses to comfort and hide myself up but i failed to do tat..

But i'm trying to be myself..the true 1 and not to intimate and follow others..i wanna be myself but sometimes people always tend to follow others..

I think i've changed and whether it's a good transformation to be a better man or a bad transformation to be a jerk..i can't tell you tat..judge by yourself..




So who am i to you?? judge yourself..




I'm ok just tat i'm THINKING in my own world AGAIN..
tat's the reason why UTP made the thinking skill subject for foundation students..
don't worry..i'm not an emo guy..




Ps : not tat happy but still in happy mode..smile always..

just before i collapse

Just before i collapse wanna write about today..hehe..

Basically i was HIGH for the whole day which the highness has replaced my frustration 'cause i can't think rationally and scientifically to SOLVE questions..well i don't mean to complain but i was toooooooooooo irrational tat time..sorry..

Went to discussion room in IRC and shouted for 1hour ++ or maybe 2hours..hopefully we were not distracting those who wanted to study..hehe..

Today i was afraid of something..something which may not even be a concern of others but i was just scared of it..weird right?? this is wat we called ODD..

Wed is coming and i haven't done my Physics tutorial..so DOOOOOOOOOOOM!!

Poster presentation also tak sentuh lagi..tomorrow English reading test and sat PHYSICS test!! another hectic week but i'm happy..

Again am HAPPY for no reason..

Hectic life with happiness isn't tat hard..

Cheer up people..




"Who can solve me this equation?? i'll give you BONUS mark.."
By Ritchie with someone's tone..



Ps : my eyes are pain and tears are coming out again..tired!!

addiction..

OMG..get addicted again..can't stop thinking of the questions and solutions..Q&S Q&S Q&S!!

I wonder why is it so fun?? physics drive me crazy!! it's so tough yet i love it so much..hehe..coming saturday is physics test!! another D-day..sigh..

My frenz have just given me warning : remember to sleep!! don't sleep at 6!!

Oh well..am i tat forgetful tat tomorrow got lectures?? maybe i'm absent-minded and i'm weak and poor in time-concept..haha..

Tears are coming out from my eyes and telling me "boss~~ tidur lah~~" but my mind is working like hell!! 'cause i can't solve the questions..dulan right?? haha..nvm..slow people like me always need more time to solve Q unlike all those geniuses who are having gifted mind..

Sorry la..tonight is not a night to sleep BUT i'll sleep..don't worry OR maybe i mean i'll sleep during lectures haha..

Just few min ago..i just learned a lesson..think twice or maybe trice before you buy a secondhand books!! my physics book got a lot of writings and workings on it!! swt..hopefully someday the "doodling" parts can give me a hand to solve Q..hehe..

So tired and my room gets messy again..just in one night..it changes by 180 degree..lazy to keep la..let it be..haha..after all this is guy's room so don't expect much!!






Ps : so confusing now..it's way too COMPLICATED!! i didn't expect tat part.....

guess wat??

I'm awake now and just now went to eat kuew tiaw goreng at the cafe with edmund and wai chun..i was so blur when i woke up and they just dragged me along..haha..

Quite full now and i like the weather so much..especially a walk outside of your room which is fully occupied by your own washed laundry and as well as your roommate's ones..haha..

My room smells like Dynamo..fragrance smell just like a dobi..

Yesterday i slept at 6.35am which can break my RECORD here...hmmm..no longer proud with the record 'cause i got better 1 back in KL..hehe..please don't say me CRAZY 'cause i was cutting my drawings for the sake of my sport science assignment..

I like the mascots and as well as the pictograms!! i nearly fell asleep while i was cutting the paper and sir please don't mind if the cutting is sucks..haha..you can't blame me!! it was 6 in the morning and my eyes were quarter-opened..

Yet i couldn't finish with the decoration of my folio and i COLLAPSED..but pity ben li with whole night of the light turning on 'cause he woke up once at 5 something and asked "eh still awake??" LOL..

Tried my best to wake up late today 'cause it's sat man!! ben li woke up quite early which i didn't even give a damn in seeing the clock..he told me still got no water and tat gave me permission to sleep more to wait for the water..

I seriously desperate for a good shower and after..eh..i also dunno after how long and GUESS wat?? "got water d!!" oh man..i missed the shower so much just after one night without water in my hostel..

Continued my assignment..draw and draw..cut and cut..paste and paste..sms and sms..ate roller coaster and the rice from WC's senior..DONE!! and it was 2something d!!

Changed my shirt like the superman in the telephone booth and wtf!! no more clothes!! arghh..all my clothes were in the pail (but now on the hangers hehe)

Today's lecture was ok ok which i managed to stay awake..or maybe 'cause we chit chat and didn't care sir?? haha..someone requested to see my folio but today was the deadline..too bad BUT..

This world is always full of the word BUT..i took photos using edmund'd phone..haha..big apple huh??

Then went for futsal..was so lembik today..kalah teruk!! shame on me..haizzzzzz..however the drizzle made me happy..dunno why recently i like rain so much..

And today GUESS wat?? i cleaned my room!! surprise ya?? now my room is clean!!

Today was happy 'cause someone is being good for the week and i'm looking forward for another same weeks..this has proven tat i trusted the right one..



Ps : i'm awake!!

tired..

I'm so tired exhausted recently..people say i need more sleep or rest but the problem is i can't sleep well and sometimes i just don't wanna sleep..

It's coming back again..as you all know my sleeping habits are weird and special since in my high school time..extraordinary from others and this is where people call you CRAZY or MAD just 'cause you're different from them..

Currently managed to finish 2 major tests which are Chemistry and Engineering Math..hmmm..overall is an OK only and won't expect much from both side 'cause there are more people can score better than me..

My mum called me just now..she said my bro is worried about me..

Wat my bro concerned tat i'm living under stress at UTP..

Yeah..i admit there is some stress but tat's the way to make me improve..hehe and i shall say i love this place..maybe not..haha..

Now is 5am..don't be surprise..yeap tat's yuhan..he always awakes at this moment doing his own stuff which others think tat it's useless..

I wonder how can i turn my pure black and white folio into a colourful one?? this might challenge my creativity where i got tat "MUCH" of colour pencils..miss my messy crayon..

Feel like lying down at the field and staring at the sky without doing anything..

Ps : worst part of the day was bath with a bottle of mineral water..
Ps : best part of the day was feeling the breeze and the rain droplets of the night..

Ps : Nini can fly now!! no more walking..