again??

I spent my sat night with my burger and drawing the Olympics emblem and the 5 mascots for my assignment..well it has been quite a long time i didn't pick up my mechanical pencil and draw like tat night..

It was so nostalgic..

I still remembered last time when i was kid..i used to be crazy and obsessed of drawing..i would doodle all my text books watever came into my mind during class..

I think i spent a lot papers just to draw..i mean more than "a lot"..

But as time passed by..routine is getting busier and more hectic compared to last time..

Sometimes i just wish i can lie down on the grass and hold on my pencil and draw watever i want..isn't it so nice where you can do so while enjoying the cool breeze and the humid of air..

Sometimes i wish i could spend my time on drawing just like solving questions..

However this is just out of my reality life..sometimes you just don't have the time to do it..




Just now..when my parents and uncle went back..i went to shower and had a nap..

A weird feeling for today's nap which was a bit familiar..

I think it's quite impossible for me to have my sickness for whole week and yet it's getting worse..

My body ached the moment i woke up and of course my flu and cough haven't fully recovered or maybe getting worse..hope not..

Tests are coming man!! nervous!! D-dayS for the following days..i'm not feeling well..



Damn!! i felt tat the promoter cheated me..he said the stain can be washed away and i tried this afternoon..so sad!! but nvm..i think have to wash few times and he can be trusted since he let me try the promotion items which the items are not allowed to try..











Ps : well trust someone needs no reasons but trust always can be a reason..

jerk..

Today i just went to shop at Time Square and bought 2 WC tees and watched "Money No Enough 2"..the movie was awesome..hilarious and MEANINGFUL simultaneously..

Yesterday i reached home at 8something and i had my mum cooking for my dinner..sadly to say everything i ate was tasteless and my mum forced me to eat panadol..luckily not cough syrup which will be a disaster!! drank warm herba tea which was very nice and slept at 11 something!! 1st time sleep so early..break my record maybe?? haha..

But sadly to say..some incident happened..
I was like a jerk really like one or maybe i'm a jerk..

Anyway HOME SWEET HOME!!

When one tells you one's problem and of course the one is expecting some helps from you..

When one is in trouble and you know tat..you should give the one a hand..

When you see the one who is in woes then you should approach the one to ask whether the one is alright or not..

But i'm a jerk..instead of approaching the oet i turned my back to the one..

Damn..it's so tat damn freaking HARD just to ask "hey are you ok??" or "are you alright??"

say..

Just wanna say tat..

"Am fucking tired now!!"

Hmmm..just to express myself when i can't think rationally..
tat's all..hehe..


Additional "credits" for today slight fever and diarrhea "GREAT"!! and the flu is haunting me back..

under control..

Today i just wanna say..i'm a good boy:

1. i didn't eat fried stuffs except fried egg (acceptable right??)
2. i didn't even touch my choc which i bought yesterday and it was in my bag all the time..
3. i didn't even think of TRYing to eat ice cream especially the mango flavour 1..
4. i didn't drink cold water or drink..
5. i didn't walk under the rain..
   

Just for today..actually i did those yesterday..shhhh..haha..

Instead i ate noodle this morning with an egg..lunch with 2 doughnuts and dinner with rice without FRIED CHICKEN!! so today i'm proud to say tat i can take care of myself?? *doubt* actually was being nagged by all my frenz "this 1 cannot" "tat 1 cannot" "eat this" "don't eat tat" ..

When i walked near the ice cream refrigerator just to 'CHECK' whether my ice cream has gone out of stock or not..they were starring at me like "yuhann~~ don't ever try it or else i'll finish all the ice cream tat you want so tat you can't have it even you're heal.."

OMG..it's so so so suffering where you can't even touch choc or ice cream when you have it right in your hand..remember wat m&m always says?? "not melt in your hands" something like tat..swt..

But i did it and i succeeded to control myself under the circumstance where my so-called frenz tried to seduce me by licking the ice cream and making the "hmmm" sound which i hate the most..FRENZ ya right..



Recently..i found tat the saying is really true "old habits will never die!!"

I wanna say tat i'm addicted in asking WHY and THINKING again..tat's the old me back in high school where i tend to ask why why why why why whenever i can't find a proof of a statement and i will keep quiet and mumble to myself for whole day which is quite scary sometimes..haha..i can even skip my meals just 'cause of thinking..SCARY huh?? haha..maybe it's 'cause i don't have appetite whenever i can't find a good explanation for my whyS..

Eventually..i spent last night i mean whole night thinking of the subshell and orbitals thing and guess wat?? my effort is not to avail..i'm 1 step closer to the truth but i still got lotsa whyS..sigh..

And i was scolded by people tat i'm stupid..swt..

Why can't i just accept something without thinking why?? weird and odd right?? haha..



Learned something new:

"uiee-Ba-ngo-jiu-ku-uiee"
*i'm sick take care of me*

correct?? Mich says tat i got the right tone or accent for this..haha..

and guess wat?? karen taught me this which is bad and mean words..

"nu-ei-teh-ngong"
"you're the most stupid or the stupid-est person"






Mean right??

cold..

This morning surprisingly i woke up at 10something..yeah..10something..so early maybe 'cause i'm not feeling well..

I ate nasi lemak this morning which i shouldn't eat 'cause my throat is in terrible shape now..don't scold me k..

Well..i was wearing my sweater for my whole sunday 'cause it's very cold and my desk again was full of tissue papers..i couldn't think properly today which made me quite frustrated but i kept myself cool..

I finally cannot tahan..i had my first hot drink in UTP this afternoon..1st time i finished my hot milo within half an hour..then i went to sleep AGAIN..haha..patient should sleep more right?? making excuses for my sleeping habit..

Amazingly my nose felt better after the milo drink *should have listen to someone's advice last night* haha..

But but but now it turns back into original state..sneeze all the time..



WAIT!! this is not supposed to be an emo post..haha..screw the sick part..

I just got the news tat Avril is going to come..yes yes!! jason is going and hopefully he can describe the feeling of seeing her in live!! omg..crazy of her eyes!!

And i had roasted pork as my dinner..i know i got sore throat and i ate chilies again..hehe..so basically i just screwed my so-called "patient menu" for these few days..

Tomorrow got physics and chemistry quizzes i think..so another D day..haha..




Ps : thx for DG for today's meals..

under weather..

Just now was soaked wet 'cause walking under the rain..we went to convo fair after our dinner and we were trapped at there for 2hours++

People suggested me to bring my umbrella along whenever i go out from my room..hmmm..i do have umbrella which bought by my mum..eh..look nice and untouched *shhh don't tell her about the untouched part*

But but but i just don't wanna use it..haha..

Come to realize..i have never used my umbrella since i was F4..although my umbrella was always in my bag..i mean all the time even during rainy days..weird right??

Maybe i got no interest in umbrella unlike all the girls or my roommate..ya my roommate always carries his umbrella..

And now the time is approximately 5am..my desk is full of tissue papers..maybe is the umbrella trying to tell me the consequence of not utilizing it..swt..

Hate running nose and now i'm in red 'cause i'm in my Alidas sweater..freezing..

Hectic recently..is all about tests quizzes and assignments..RIGHT?? no at least we got talk crap sometimes..i mean all the time..haha..

Study hard play hard..

Hope so..haha..ZZZZ...




Ps : don't ever sing "Umbrella" song in front of me *phobia*

KL here i come!!

You know wat?? friendster contains lotsa secrets..LOL..found many things tat i shouldn't know..perhaps..haha..

Man..i'm so so so so outdated..everything tat happened back in KL seems so near yet so far away..i got no idea wat's happening recently..but i somehow just can predict wat's going on..

SO next friday i'm going to update myself for sure..so watch out guys..

Going to have hair cut SOOOOON..cut my sissy hair so tat my frenz won't call me "yuhann~~~"..this time would be short..can't wait..

Going to shop in real soon..shop till you drop right?? haha..







Meanwhile..i just got a meaningful and interesting mail from my fren which make you reconsider over and over again.



A lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. As she would need to wait for hours so a packet of cookies and a book would be a good companion to kill the time. She sat down in an armchair in VIP room and started her reading.

Beside the armchair where a packet of cookies lay a young man sat down and read his magazine. When she took the 1st cookie from the packet the man took after her. And she felt irritated and cursed him deep inside her heart "What a nerve if i was in the mood i would have punched him for sure!!"

For each cookie she took the man took one too but she said nothing 'cause she didn't wanna cause a scene although it was infuriating. Finally the last piece of cookie remained and she was wondering wat would he do for the very last cookie.

Surprisingly he took the cookie and divided it into half. The lady was so furious and took her book storm to the boarding place.

In the plane the lady was looking her glasses in her purse and to her surprise, she found untouched packet of cookies. It was too late. Ashamed and guilty came into her her mind. She was so wrong.

The man shared the last cookie willingly without feeling angry or bitter. It was too late after all. Apologize and explanation couldn't be made anymore.



There are 4things in your life tat you can't recover.

1. The stone after the throw.

2. The word after it's said.

3. The occasion after the loss.

4. The time after the it's gone.