seriously..

Currently i'm so speechless..i'm numb..it's too late after all..

Guys..i 've just lost my JPA scholarship moment ago..

I was called to interview..but i didn't attend it 'cause of my carelessness..

I don't know wat to say..but i just lost an opportunity to continue my tertiary study in overseas..

Maybe this is not mine..i'm not sure..

And this is not april fool's joke..

No joke k..i don't know i'm ok or not..seriously..

Why can't i shout fuck then act nothing happened??


'cause I'm NUMB..