I always think i have someone to talk to..
But i realize i don't talk to anyone..
Everything is kept in the heart..
And you know how it feels..

Then my mind does his part..
Think and think like a never ending circle..
I started to realize everything i have done is getting useless as time passes..
It may appear to be very good during the first sight..
But it turns out to be worse..
You never know who will appreciate your effort..
But you still work..

When things are getting worse..
You will try to fix it..
Just like an old rusty pipe..
Water flows and eventually creates some holes..
You try to fix the first hole..
Yeah it is settled and you felt pretty impressive..
There comes another hole..
You gear yourself with spanner..
Preparing to fix it and there comes another leakage..
You started to get worried..
Without giving up..
You try to fix it as fast as you can..
Eventually you reach your limit..
You finally wanna change the whole pipe into a brand new one..
However, it is little to late..
The water has flooded the place..

Sometimes, you try to fix things up..
But not everything can be fix..