this is wat people called memory..

I didn't even notice tat i have been keeping these pics for such a long time..
And these are memorable..
Suddenly i felt so speechless..
Just let the pics talk..

playing in the class..
never been tat fun!!

1st performance..
farewell..

my BM teacher..
during holiday..

wft?? is paintball??
or painball??
i was injured..

hello IU..
my design for backdrop..

tat's my costume..
so-called phantom..
i doubt..LOL..

tat's us!!
the 5 Abnormal..
'cause we never been normal..

at least 1..

Wasn't a great morning or afternoon either..early in the morning already kena screwed by my mum and don't ask why..just a silly matter..

Went to school AGAIN to find 2 referees for the UTAR scholarship and certify my birth cert..really no in mood..sigh..a bit sick of going..but wat to do??

Tell you guys..applying scholarship isn't tat easy..complicated procedure yet have no guidance..just like walking with your eyes being covered..

After waiting for like 1hour?? everything had been settled in school and head to UTAR which located in PJ..hell far away!!

Wasted about 3hours only settled the application form AND the scholarship form..plus the chicken rice..it wasn't tasty at all..LOL..and the people at UTAR are hostile!! seriously..getting fed up with those so-called attitude..some more wanna charge me freaking RM 50 with such service..

The place isn't nice at all..really hope tat i can get petronas or JPA..pray for me k..please don't let me go to UTAR..

Haih..but still have to accept my fate..i already tried my best..just let the people decide whether i'm qualify or not..

Sick of scholarship yet i need it..

However i'm getting more patient and my EQ is higher..at least got 1 thing good for today..





Ps : am i getting myself wrong??

OMG..

This is the best among all..OMG!!








Ps : life is hard yet interesting..ENJOY k..

sorry..

I'm truly sorry..
For being not serious all the time..
And just don't angry..
A sincere apologize from me..

wish to..

Have you ever written any wish list??
Wat do you wish for every second you take your breath??
Wat makes you think of him or her whenever you close your eyes??
Will you wish to be absent minded??
Well i really wish tat i'm forgetful..
'cause i don't want things to be complicated..
Or maybe i'm just afraid..
But ignorance is STILL bliss!!

Things in life will never go easy..
And i choose to ignore..
Or escape??
So i'm so fragile after all..

chopsticks and love..

Can you believe love is like a pair of chopsticks?? sometimes i do..

Chopsticks and love have 1thing very similar..both work in pair..if there is only one-sided..then chopsticks and love don't deserve their own names..have you ever tried to use only 1 chopstick instead of using a pair of chopsticks during your meals (except for taking round-shaped things) ?? can you take a piece of meat just by one chopstick?? certainly no right 'cause everyone knows tat chopsticks work in pair..same goes to love..it requires both side to give out their cares and loves..unless you wanna talk about one-sided love then i got nothing to say..

Love needs understanding between each other..is like a pair of the tool work together..the proper way to hold a pair of chopsticks is to hold one side and move another side to get your food..neither side can be too high or too low..it always needs the cooperation between 2..if you can't make the chopsticks cooperate properly then you might mess up the whole dinner..like love..it needs the couple's understanding and it's necessary for each other to tolerate..nobody wants to end up with a fight..





Love is like chopsticks..whenever you wanna take a big piece and round-shaped food..you gotta have a certain gap in between your chopsticks to hold the food..if you tend to close up your chopsticks..then you will never get wat you want..love is not something tat you need to own the other side..you still have to reserve some space between you and your lover..privacy still works on even when you're married..remember the bigger the gap between the chopsticks the bigger food you can get..but there is always risk behind..LOVE isn't meant to own..

ISN'T LOVE IS LIKE A PAIR OF CHOPSTICKS??

unless you wanna use this type of chopsticks..

Ps : saw this article when i browsed thru' the newspaper..not my own article k..after all love is complicated!!

tag again..how innocent i'm..

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
eh..maybe my bros..

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
flying kiss is counted also??

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
cheong hing - he faces the real situation with wisdom..
tong leong - 'cause we have a good teamwork..
maybe you - for no reason..LOL..

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
eh..currently nowhere..

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to be successful??

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
ya..

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
people around me..

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
going to overseas to study and shop shop shop!!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends on the timing..i'm very calculative

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
jason - cool and frank..
lcn - quiet and smart??


11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
with beautiful eyes..kind-hearted and understanding..

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
boastful jerks and emo people (gimme 5 jason)

13. What is your ambition?
of course to be rich and successful (so realistic)

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
both??

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
life itself..

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
sort of..

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
jason - music..
lcn - polite??

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
attitude..to be more mature..

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
my result..

20. What is journey meant to you??
journey is life itself!!




Going to tag :
everyone in my blogger link..
but this is not forcefully so don't worry k..

problems..

People around me are getting emotional day by day..

Facing all sort of problems and getting tension..

I wanna help but i seem like giving extra burden to you..

HUHH..how i wish i know wat r you guys thinking..

You guys seem miserable but as a friend i just can watch without lending some hands..

Maybe i can't understand your problem..

But all i can do is to listen to you..every single words from you guys..

"life is about decision..decide to happy"

CHEER UP PEOPLE!!!

immature

All of the sudden..i felt tat i'm so immature..

People always say "human always improve day by day.."

But is it true?? how true is the saying??

I'm immature just like others..nothing much..
Just an immature and naive minor..

Well not yet 18 the legal age..





BTW..

Getting into petronas is really hard!!
Really competitive!!

Hope to get some good news from utp..
Really hope so..






Ps : completely sealed my emotions..

headache..

I have been thinking of wat am i going to study since my form4 life..but i also have been avoiding to think about tat everytime..

And now is the time to decide..

Basically i'm into chemical engineering now..hopefully tat's the final decision..

Good things are always hard to get..

I have browsed thru' the internet for the scholarship things and spent for hours to settle it..actually it's not settled yet..sigh..

Filling forms..reading instructions..downloading the important pages..

It's killing my time..but all of tat are worth to do after all..

I'm applying for JPA and Petronas scholarship now..and there is a good news..

I can ignore the documents thing for a while!! yeah..all i have to do is applying thru' online then settled!!

Pray for me k!!




Ps : last night was a great night after all..

wat if i don't??

Wat if i don't??

Human is a kind of creature tat always thinks of the worst possibilities when thing goes wrong..

But wat if the truth is everything is fine??

Tat's how people live..it's hard to change the fact..

The fact is i didn't fail everyone..still under my calculation..

desperate??

group photo with our eng teacher..
i'm at the right!!

LOL..gonna treat them all lunch..

obviously i'm not good in smiling..
look like sausages..LOL!!

People thanks for everything!!

wat if..

Wat if??
Wat if i fail everyone??
Wat if wat i'd done was not enough??
Wat if things get unpredictable??
Wat if i lost in this war??
Wat if i fail myself??


But wat if i lost myself??
I can't say anymore..
'cause there are no more words from me..
I've done my best..



Wat if...


GOOD LUCK PEOPLE THOUGH..

judgement..

Judging others is the thing we do everyday but to think about tat..do we really have the right to judge others whereas everyone is imperfect??

We do judge people but did you judge yourself for once??

Jumping to conclusion without observation and thinking is the way we always used to be..

After all misunderstand appears among people and unseen fences are built and eventually separate all of us..

Don't just judge from your side but do judge from multiple sides..

Sometimes you would just wish others judge from your side..stand on your side and giving you a support..

Have you ever met a situation where people have been misjudging you whereas you are an innocent one??

I'm sure tat everyone faced tat before and tat's also wat we do to others everyday..

Getting some unfair treatment and giving so-called "fair" treatment to others..

Are you happy with those misjudgment?? certainly no right..yet still we do it to people!!

Try to judge in others' side..
Not only for your own..
In life everyone is a judge but wise ones are only the minority among us..


JUDGE WISELY!!




Ps : bought a new extreme bag!! super cool!!

and and i'm not suppose to sleep tat early..it's 4.30 now!!

relationship..

Wat impress you the most of a girl or guy at the very 1st sight??

I would say eyes..

Eyes are just too special which can even trap your heart..
I'm trapped..

However pretty or good in appearance might not be reliable..

Time does change everything when it flows..

One may not be perfect but one maybe be special and precious..

Relationship btw people is just complicated..
Can't be estimated..can't be predicted..can't be calculated..

Uncertain..

So i'm not into any relationship..
'cause it's not the right time..

tired?? or sick of boredom??

NOTHING TO WRITE!!

tat's all..LOL!!

Ok ok just joking..

Recently i found out tat i met tong leong everyday single day..WTF?? we even talk to each other face to face everyday..

And you know wat?? we have same sitting pose..LOL!! believe it..maybe we get together for TOO LONG!!

Tat's why people always say some "long-lasting" couples seem very similar 'cause they face each other too long..

But i wanna emphasize something here tat I'M NOT GAY (homosexual) get it?? maybe he is but not me k..who knows right?? LOL..

Gotta wake up early in the 6 for every morning..wth!! tired!!


BTW..
I'm getting fatter..planning to undergo intensive exercise after 8th..

and and and good news here..futsal next fri!! 11 pm!!

can't resist the passion of futsal!! (fully booked)




Ps : wanna see me in super short hair?? LOL..

i'll make every second count..