endless of lessons tat make you learn..

Endless of learning in the year of 2007..

Seeking for the answers of life throughout the year and  things do  make me grow up and think more wiser about life..

I have learnt to have joy in life to cope with stress..life without joy is just like an empty frame without a photo..

I have learnt to be rebellious in restricted life..and it was so fun to rebel..LOL..don't you think so?? it is the 1st time i'm going against adults..yet i'm still a good boy..

I have realised the need of hard work to achieve aims..
to be frankly the theory of "practice makes perfect" grows in me when i got my "good" results..
i was so disappointed yet i didn't give up 'cause life without hard work is totally useless!! and i wanna become excellent!!

Learning to be tactful..the art of communicate is vital and everyone should not take lightly about tat..

Love is some sort of annoying but you can't resist it when it comes..i have learnt tat "love isn't mean to own" (my quote k) though i haven't met someone special and don't understand about love..being single is the best for the moment 'cause love is the hardest subject!!

I have learnt about ignorance..ignore of glory..ignore of sorrows and woes..but don't let go of yourself!! life can be happier if you don't hold everything in you..it can lighten your burden.. "ignorance is bliss!!"

I have learnt to be silent.."speech is silver, silent is golden" talking to much can be backfired to yourself so beware in words..

I have learnt about time..having a race with the non-stop tickling clock..fighting throughout the nights..burning midnight oil..accomplish task at the 11th hour..this shows a "good" time management..

I have learnt about chances..grab them before they slip away and gone forever..'cause chances are so rare and they will not come often as you wish for..

I have learnt about friendship..without friends life seems to be soulless..

I have made my mind clear about aging in our fragile soul..aging is actually the most honourable thing in life..who cares about wrinkles?? they are just an outlook!! aging is actually equal to wisdom which isthe most valueable asset in the world..

Lastly..
I have learnt about life..
answer for my questions tat have been hidden in my mind all the time..
"wat do i live for??" "why do i live??"

I would say I LIVE TO CHOOSE!!

life..

Life is just like a drama where everyone has his own role..and no one is useless..
Whether your life is meaningful or not?? it depends on how you carry out your role..
You can choose to be an actor or you can choose to be a machine tat controled by others..
You can choose to be lead or lead others..
You can choose to work hard to be a well-known performer or you can choose to be a unknown fellow..

Life can be like sciences..
Full of truths and mysteries..await you to discover..
Tat make you understand better..

Life is full of challenges..obstacles..difficulties..
But tat's the way to improve us and help us to grow..
Perfect life without obstacles doesn't deserve to be a life..

Life is about time..
"time and tide wait for no men.."
Time doesn't wait for you and you shall not pocrastinate..
"strike the iron when it's hot.."
Don't waste any oppoturnity tat comes to you 'cause they don't come often..

Life is about 2contrasting elements..
Where there are males..females existed..
Where there is joy..sorrow follows..
Where there is life..death awaits you..
Where there is light..darkness comes along..
Where there is success..failure can't be avoided..
Tat's how equilibrium exist..

Life is about influence..
The way you influence others and being influenced by others..

Life is about people around you..
Family who brings you up..
Friends tat help you go through your life..
Friendship, siblingship and family are priceless..
Tat provide you a shelther..lend you a shoulder to cry..listen to you woes..share about happiness..
 
Life is about choices, decisions and your thoughts..
No one can help you go through your life unless you choose to help yourself..
The way you choose is the way you live..
You can choose in between triumph or failure..
You can choose in between love or hatred..
You can choose in between to be meaningful or meaningless..



Life is about YOU..
Life is short yet meaningful..

how you spend??

How you spend??

Well i got a list of people that i know how they spend in their lives..haha..don't be surprised if you saw your name here..

Who is gonna be the 1st??



Ooi tong aka chaos..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : FOOD!!
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : clothing (according to him) but sometimes he even bought more expensive stuff then me..



Jason aka jayz..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : food..clothing (i admire this guy)..stuff for g*rls..LOL..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : eh..for formal stuff..i guess..books??



Ghai yan aka insane rayson..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : stuff for his family members (family "man") and CC!!
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : clothing..BOOKS!!



Tan aka james..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : clothing..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : eh..FOOD (i guess)



Cheong hing aka ??..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : food and stuff for his .... (you know la)
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : mystery..



Tong leong aka outsider?? LOL..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : chelsea and MS products..CC..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : clothing..



Liew aka anthoson lye..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : PC stuffs..food..CC..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : not much..kaya ma..



Haithal aka misoka..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : way too many..rich dude..LOL..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : still remain mystery..i guess no..



Kelvin aka de pro..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : PS2 games..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : not sure..



Lastly is..
Me aka gilagila..
thing(s) tat he is willing to spend : hmmm..presents..clothing..shoes..
thing(s) tat he isn't willing to spend : online games..astro..LOL!! guess so..




Ps : is it true guys??

let go..

Let go doesn't mean to give up..

In life there are ups and downs..life is just like a imperfect road with bumps and holes..

Sometimes you might fall in to the holes but sometimes you might get the chance of walking smoothly on a flat surface or even on a slope..

Uncertain and sometimes beyond our control..tat's life..

Everyone is pleasant with the good times and fed up with the downs of life..

But it still happens till the day when you are in your grave..

I just wanna ask you guys..does your anger helps up?? does your anger chase them away??

Being angry is just punishing yourself on others' mistakes..

So why won't we just learn to let it go??

Learn to let go..i believe tat's the way to life happily..

Don't be the slave of your sorrows..

LET GO and LEARN TO FLY!!

The way of living depends on you..





Ps : chill jay..just chill!!

decision!!

Guys you have to make decisions in your life..

Don't always like "yu han you decide la.."

I mean it's ok for me to decide but sometimes you have to learn to decide..

can you guys just decide ONCE for me?? 






Ps : anger covers your mind..let's HAPPY!!

crazy list in my life..have you tried these??

I know i have been crazy all the time with my gang and you guys will just can't imagine tat we are tat INSANE!!

Let's have our crazy list here..have you tried these??



GENTING HIGHLAND
I bet tat this is a quite common place to all of you and most of you have been there before..theme park..eat..play..gamble..games..movies and SLEEP IN HOTEL..now things re going to be crazy now..to be frankly we did all tatexcept the last 1..guess wat?? we slept at the streets..you guys just can't imagine the joy and fun at tat latitude..cool and hazzy..it was a craziest night in my life man and we weren't afraid of rapist tat time..i still wonder why we got tat courage to do so..
gang : me, rayson, james, ivan, anthoson, cheong hing, ooi tong
rating : 4.5/5



GENTING HIGHLAND
Actually we weren't sleeping at the streets 'cauze it was actually a sleepless night..we were wandering..so we did something AWESOME..we played "soccer" at such latitude!! have you tried it before?? i bet no..to be more accurate it should be bottle..ooops..LOL..and 1 of our member even did half naked running!! *salute* try this man!!
gang : me, rayson, james, ivan, anthoson, cheong hing, ooi tong
rating : 4.8/5




SMK Seri Ampang ( 5 Arif )
Our lovely school which treassured lots of our unforgetable memories..well playing truant (ponteng) in our class was getting worse and some guys were planning to take some sort of action to those fellow (included me)..so they organized a society so-called ANTI TRUANCY SOCIETY and tat society even registered in friendster..considered legal society la..there are nothing crazy about the society but the members..however the way of punishment are way too surprise!! ( 'cause i'm the1st victim) they'll punish those who were ponteng by "decorating" their desks with wax, water colour, marker pens, papers, glue,string and watever things in your drower..actually those are vandalisme but no 1 speaks out even our teachers..haha..
gang : 5Abnormal class members
rating : 3.6/5




SMK Seri Ampang (hall)
Having SPM tat time yet we were so insane..shouted at the invigilator..have you tried before?? i still can remember clearly wat did they shout "hey nasi lemak, nasi goreng special!! bungkus.." and things went crazier as time passed by..they started to shout "amoi!! tengok sini.." i was like wtf man.......*speechless*
gang : rayson and tong leong (candidates of Bahasa Perancis)
rating : 4/5
bravery : 5/5





SMK Seri Ampang (corridor)
Just after biology paper3..we were like so high and we signed our shirt..write here and there..draw here and there..at last we became camwhores..haha..we always called ourself crazy so we decided to go to Amp Point to show our shirts to everyone..it was fun tat 1st time everyone was starring at us all the way we walked..however we were not tat crazy 'cause i heard tat some of the candidates even walked in Suria KLCC *salute*
gang : me, rayson, james, jason, kelvin, cheong hing, anthoson, haithal 
rating : 2/5




CYBER CAFE (Kosas)
This is a place where we get very emotional all the time..everytime we played counter strike we srue scream here and there..laughing non-stop and sometimes vulgar words did come out..ooops..haha..and most of the time we were the loudest!!
gang : 5abnormal, my bro's gang, kian leong's gang
rating : 2.5/5




Special award to rayson the insane
without him we won't be tat insane
5 Abnormal glory!!

MAD 4 Jesus..

MAD 4 Jesus..tat's the theme for the AGC camp tat i'd attended..

Basically it was fun!! especially playing the games with mud although there are rashes on my legs and arms..who cares?? as long it was fun..

And i met 1 rival in soccer..haha..got chance i sure wanna play more with him..

Meet lots of new friends and i shall tell you tat they're not hostile!! LOL..

Most important is i've learnt a lot as a non-christian..learn about other religion and now i think i'm quite familiar with their history..but not expert la at least better than last time..

At first i was like blur blur 'cause our Sejarah only covers for Islam..but as time passed by things became clearer in my mind..

I think got time i should spend some time on bible and should learn more about others' religion just like we'd learnt about Islam..

It doesn't mean tat if you are Buddhist then you can't know about other religion..

If you can manage to know other religion instead of only for yours then misunderstanding won't happen all the time..

Sorry to say tat i didn't accept christianity but wat i believe all the time is

YOU HELP YOURSELF THEN GOD WILL HELP YOU.. 

tat's why i never give up in my life..




Ps : Soul no offence for this k and i'm glad tat i went to the camp..

camp..

I'll be away for few days for camping at Pahang..

Let's do some checklist here..

Hmmm..according to the list tat has given to us..i think it should be like this :

1. bible?? haha..do you think i have it??
   
2. identity card with the dummy face - checked!!
3. warm clothing..socks and toiletries - checked!!
4. sweater (red 1 branded "ALIDAS" and it's original not pirated) - checked!!
5. proper walking shoes and slippers - checked!!
6. board games..rackets or balls (of course soccer!!) - checked!!
7. rain coat or umbrella and cap (might face torrential rain..who knows??) - checked!!
8. money (cash!!) - checked!!
9. An open, cheerful heart to knowing new friends, learning and a great fun time -hmmm checked!!
   

Looking forward to having a good time..i wonder will i look weird carrying a football by my side?? wat do you think??





Ps : C or A?? D or G?? Bubbly..

tag??

GOT TAGGED BY VIVIAN

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1. of course guitar!!
2. hmmm..car?? though i've no liscence..haha..
3. computer i think
4. lots of choc!!
5. cash..MONEY $

PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS : vivian

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. sporting??
2. tall..maybe taller than me..
3. good in sport (i doubt sometimes)
4. won't complain about her weight like other girls (this is damn right??)
5. pretty and sweet

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
huh?? hmmm..she added me in msn when i was in CC..haha..

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:
we don't actually talk much or didn't talk at all?? how about "you got tagged"??

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
hmmm..no comment for this..'cause it won't happen for sure..

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
money i think..she is money-minded..

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. ooi tong
2. james
3. rayson
4. jason
5. cheong hing
6. hae ying
7. poh guan
8. vivian
9. milo
10. soul



WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
sensitive issue here..can someone please help me explain?? there is someone in the list..

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
who knows?? she rarely talks with me..

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
ok?? i'm outsider so i can't judge them..

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
is ok if they wish to..haha..

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
p****graphy material?? i wonder..

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
last month?? talking about football stuff and some design things..hardly can remember but for sure is football stuff..

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
measuring the floor?? haha..

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
i know if i'm qualified to transfer to her school..how good!!

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8?
wat you mean by "woo" ?? is it jeer?? i'm not a hooligan..sorry..

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
don't dare..

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
yupe..1 bro and 1 sis..

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3
hmmm..same school??

AND NO.4?
in my primary school..

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
not in my house but near my house..lol..

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
his size makes him famous..haha..anyone doesn't know him??

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
eh..if you think yes then yes..no comment for this statement..




Vivian..please don't tag me in future k?? it takes me long time to finish..

last fight!!

Time seems to fly..1 week has passed and it's time for exam..

BC ( bahasa cina ) on tuesday and we have a long break before it starts..

I know eveyone is enjoying their independence but i've to say..i'm proud of myself for taking BC as it's my mother tongue..so nothing to be sad to all BC candidates..

It's just a matter of time..

Last fight but i've procastinated for whole week..haha..

Catch up tomorrow..hope tat it's not too late..




DISCUSSION..
We just had a "conference" among ourselves but ended up with ashes..

Since they all bugging me these weeks and asking me where to go..i invited all into 1chat room..

At 1st it was ok..but then it turned out into killing session..

Ended up with me, haithal, cheong hing and jason...

At least we have shown some result ( kuantan..kuala selangor..genting )

We have been dreaming to some beaches but monsoon always be the problem..sigh..

Never mind..tuesday we got a long break after BC1..so we'll have a "meeting"..





PISSED OFF WITH SOME GUYS..
Money always be a crucial factor in life..everyone knows tat..

Now..i'm facing some problem with tat..'cause some j*rks just don't wanna pay for his tee..

I mean if you guys don't want the tee then don't ask me to do all the design at the very 1st time!!

I've done my job..yet you want me to pay for you?? am i a money printer??

No way!! damn..