gloomy,,

i am getting more irrational..

Good thing that no one is hurt..

Dun worry everyone still alive..

Do you?

I hate myself and i can't forgive myself..

Red Sonata Fiesta '10

Red Sonata Fiesta 2010..

Awesome~~~

OCM played well=)

I still cannot upload certain satisfied shots due to the incoming photofest..

But bear with me and hopefully my photos won't be an eyesore=D

1st time taking photos with ProSS..

Tension gila haha..

Jealous of their lenses and BIG ASS Flash!!

And i was actually running around to take photos without passes..

Shhhh~~~

I still miss you a lot..undeniable..

whose?

Whose one?

Not mine=D

irreversible..

You know sometimes occurrence of things are irreversible ..

Well life still need to carry one..

This picture was taken using her cam..

Long long time ago..

But i love the moments during the shot..

superCUTEman

this is my paper toy=)

LOMO LOMO LOMO!!

btw there is another x-ray man=D

broga hills..

This is not the shot of the day..

'cause i am keeping the better one for competition..

And most of the competition they won't allow published photos..

Just in case=)

Btw was disappointed with the shots today..

She seems to be very happy=)

I love her so much..

And i have to let her go..

But i still can't get myself to get over of the relationship..

photos

it gives me the feeling of snowing..

btw i like the lens flare..

it's hexagon..

taken when i 1st get my camera..

I wanted to post some photos here..

But i suppose i can't..

The blogger uploader fails me..

Maybe i should go for photobuckets or wat so ever..

But now i'm seriously moody..

I tried very hard not to fall into this situation..

I tried to make myself busy with stuffs..

Enjoy the things i wanna do..

But BANG!!

It defeated my day..

I think it will be going to last very long in my heart..

I never wanted to..

But i did..

I am truly sorry..

I love you..

1/6

Just wanna share a story here..

Tat i saw it few months ago..

An inspirational one=)

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In life, there is always something to achieve for everyone. So, there is a guy. A talented one. He knows literature, music, calligraphy and even arts. He is the best among the best. No one in the town does not know him.

As time passes, he started to question himself.

"Maybe I shouldn't trap myself in this town. I must travel around to fill in the gaps of knowledge."

Immediately, without any doubt he prepared his camera with his journal to become the witness of his journey away to the new environment. Full of passion, confidence, he started his journey from his town with the farewell of everyone.

"I shall be a better one and share my knowledge to the people whenever I go."

He walked off and his back was disappearing into the morning mist.

Second by second, hour by hour, day by day and week by week. He was exposed to lots of new things. He met philosophers, novel writers, artists and shared his knowledge with them. He thought he had gained much, but not until the day when he stepped into a village.

The village is just like any other village. The culture of the people and lifestyle might differ, but the community is nothing special. The village indeed did not impress him at all.

"Those are just merely fishermen but nothing."

That's what was playing in his mind. So, he did not want to waste his time at there, but he was attracted by the sunset lying on the horizon.

He sat at the seaside. Amazed by the breath-taking scene. It was like a painting with unlimited boundary lying in front of him. Suddenly, he was interrupted by a guy who was trying to join him to watch the beauty of the sunset.

"Such a beautiful scene."

"Yeah, a written poem is the best way to capture this scene but nothing else. Why don't us make this poem together?"

"Haha, no thanks. I do not know how to write or read."

He was shocked and he shake his head and said.

"Then too bad, you lost 1/6 of your life because you do not know how to enjoy the beauty of the literature in this world."

The guy kept quiet and closed his eyes feeling the cool breeze.

"How about painting? At least you can draw this scene out."

"I do not know how to draw. I'm just a fisherman."

"Then again, you have lost another 1/6 of your life. Art is the life and soul of the people and you do not even know a thing on it. So pathetic you are."

The guy smiled and did not reply anything, but he was not offended at that moment.

"How about calligraphy? You can write my poem, but wait I have forgotten that you do not know how to write. Mate, you just lose another 1/6 of your life which means you have lost half of you life."

He paused and silence engulf both of them. After few minutes, finally the guy broke the silence.

"Do you know how to swim?"

"Haha, of course no. Swimming does not bring any meaning in your life."

"Too bad then, you ARE GOING to lose your life in just few seconds."

A big wave is coming and that was the end of a non-swimmer of him.

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Everyone has different values, personalities and talents. Everyone is gifted, in a different way. This is how God made the world so perfect.