sometimes..

Sometimes you just wanna speak out but you are afraid of the consequences..
Sometimes you are limited by your fear of telling out will drive you crazy..
Freedom of voice out??
Perhaps no..

forgive..

Quote for the day..

"When deep injury is done to us,
we never recover until we forgive,
forgiveness does not change the past,
but it does enlarge the future."

by Mary Karen Read.

This quote is catchy and so meaningful..
I find it very true..
Sometimes we just need to let it go..
Forgiving is hard and it needs massive of courages..
And it does enlarge the future..
Like wat mary karen said..
Well said..

all of the sudden..

i miss my baby tat much~~~
baby panda=)
<3<3<3

pictures..

taken on the way back from the community service=)




Quote for the day:


"No one is perfect and do not judge others by their talents, if you think you are talented enough and so-called perfect, DO remind yourself that you are NOT."




God is always the fair one..
Everyone is gifted..
In different way..





Squash today yeah!!

our 9th..

Today is actually our 9th month anniversary..
Not too long yet not too short..

We had been thru' things and moments..
We had shared tears and joys..

And i never regretted to take my 1st move to hold your hand at the very 1st time..

We didn't celebrate it like wat others do 'cause mayb we don't fancy this kinda stuff..
Baby is still busy with her tests and stuffs..

Best of luck to my baby panda..


Though baby forgot wat's today's date..
Man i miss my baby panda!!


Ps : I love you=)






"You come to love not by finding the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."


Sam Keen.

the porky and panda..

It can be vividly recall how our 1st date turned out to be and i can still remember how i get the guts to hold your hands..

Things change when time passes but i admit i did something wrong in the past..
I learned to be patience as you taught me to and now i rarely get angry which makes myself more ugly..


our 1st date in UTP jogging track..


moments in undercroft where i met some spooky stuff in Haliburton..
(porky and panda)


baby peep peep huh?? is this the one when baby's toe broke??

Baby panda said need a break and i wouldn't mind at all..
But i will always there for you..
The ways baby treated me with care i will not forget..
I can recall how shy i was used to be..
The meal, the drinks, the help, the car rides, the stay in baby's house and not to forget the tickles and the bites..


PAIN=)


All are sweet memories and i hope it will be the long lasting practice..
The bites and tickles are like a trademark on my body..
But baby, it hurts sometimes =P
And baby panda never mind my face and how my pimples spread their territory..
Damn you acnes!!



outside the chancellor hall..

the talent search=)



Sometimes i might be careless and hurt baby panda but trust me..
It's not intentionally..
I would always wanna make things right..
Sometimes effort alone is not enough..


baby panda oink-ing~~


1 more week it will be our 8th month anniversary from the official date at pangkor..
However we had been together more than 8 months..
From the day before mid sem break of our very 1st sem in UTP=)


the place where we held hands=)

ugly~~~



Remember our 1st Valentine's at the train station??
And the roses..
haha i had to do the roses like a mouse just to avoid being seen by baby=)
funny huh??



baby's 1st roses for baby panda=)
credit for hanshen for the tutorial..



Living in UTP never makes our life brighter..
We even organized an zap gor meh during the last day of CNY..
We actually fought about the matric card matter in front of karen..
Sorry=P




i seriously like the cardigan=)




Our very 1st award in UTP..
See how smart is my baby panda=)

my smart baby panda=)




And here we go for the present..

we quarreled but...

we forgave each other..

And here is the another happy day..

















Last but not least..
I just wanna say..
I'm sorry for any mistakes..
I love you, Henna..
I wanna hold you forever like never ending..
Though "forever" is just an idealization..

satisfy..

Come to think..

This world will never be fair..

This world will never be perfect..

Fair and perfect world is just only an idealization..

We often say wanna fight for the right ones..

But does it really worth??

Sometimes things can be just unfair for no reasons..

You work hard and get shit..

Others do nothing but get to shit on you..

Wat a good thing huh??

Learn to be satisfied..

There are endless of goals to be achieved..

Higher and greater goals are awaited after you accomplish achieving the current goals..

Is like an endless journey..

There is no terminal but your death..

Appreciate everything..


Continue study physical chem..
Hungry and feel like bathing..
=)

Ps : photo coming tmr k..tired..haha..