the porky and panda..

It can be vividly recall how our 1st date turned out to be and i can still remember how i get the guts to hold your hands..

Things change when time passes but i admit i did something wrong in the past..
I learned to be patience as you taught me to and now i rarely get angry which makes myself more ugly..


our 1st date in UTP jogging track..


moments in undercroft where i met some spooky stuff in Haliburton..
(porky and panda)


baby peep peep huh?? is this the one when baby's toe broke??

Baby panda said need a break and i wouldn't mind at all..
But i will always there for you..
The ways baby treated me with care i will not forget..
I can recall how shy i was used to be..
The meal, the drinks, the help, the car rides, the stay in baby's house and not to forget the tickles and the bites..


PAIN=)


All are sweet memories and i hope it will be the long lasting practice..
The bites and tickles are like a trademark on my body..
But baby, it hurts sometimes =P
And baby panda never mind my face and how my pimples spread their territory..
Damn you acnes!!



outside the chancellor hall..

the talent search=)



Sometimes i might be careless and hurt baby panda but trust me..
It's not intentionally..
I would always wanna make things right..
Sometimes effort alone is not enough..


baby panda oink-ing~~


1 more week it will be our 8th month anniversary from the official date at pangkor..
However we had been together more than 8 months..
From the day before mid sem break of our very 1st sem in UTP=)


the place where we held hands=)

ugly~~~



Remember our 1st Valentine's at the train station??
And the roses..
haha i had to do the roses like a mouse just to avoid being seen by baby=)
funny huh??



baby's 1st roses for baby panda=)
credit for hanshen for the tutorial..



Living in UTP never makes our life brighter..
We even organized an zap gor meh during the last day of CNY..
We actually fought about the matric card matter in front of karen..
Sorry=P




i seriously like the cardigan=)




Our very 1st award in UTP..
See how smart is my baby panda=)

my smart baby panda=)




And here we go for the present..

we quarreled but...

we forgave each other..

And here is the another happy day..

















Last but not least..
I just wanna say..
I'm sorry for any mistakes..
I love you, Henna..
I wanna hold you forever like never ending..
Though "forever" is just an idealization..

satisfy..

Come to think..

This world will never be fair..

This world will never be perfect..

Fair and perfect world is just only an idealization..

We often say wanna fight for the right ones..

But does it really worth??

Sometimes things can be just unfair for no reasons..

You work hard and get shit..

Others do nothing but get to shit on you..

Wat a good thing huh??

Learn to be satisfied..

There are endless of goals to be achieved..

Higher and greater goals are awaited after you accomplish achieving the current goals..

Is like an endless journey..

There is no terminal but your death..

Appreciate everything..


Continue study physical chem..
Hungry and feel like bathing..
=)

Ps : photo coming tmr k..tired..haha..

tested..

These few weeks i was tested by ppl..

The limit of patience and all i can say tat it was ok 'cause i take it not hard..

Ppl always have the habit to test something out..

We test the chemicals in lab..

We see the resistance of the thing in circuit..

We even grab the sand and classify them and show to ppl wat's sand actually..

And we do like to test others patience..

It is like a patience endurance test..

Try not to blame lecturers too much 'cause we are all the same..

We like to fail ppl and it's can be considered as a joy of failing ppl..

Ya it doesn't harm but indirectly we are the killers..

We kill them by failing them..

Isn't how the lecturers kill us??

You can actually play with the testing-patience- game and it's fun..

But not everyone's patience has big capacity..

Some maybe like the 100 mL small conical flask..

Some do have big beaker of patience in them..

The theory is the same..

If you heat the conical flask for too long..

Crack can be seen and if you can't the crack..

Tat's it BOOM!!

Won't get killed don't worry..

But you will know how to pay the consequences for your doing..

Come to think..

Should i stop teasing karen??

Perhaps a NO=)

mail..

I just received one mail from my fren and it is really meaningful..
Now i realized words can be any form and there are powerful..
Just few lines they can actually kill you=)

It is about MONEY..

Money..

It can buy a house.
But it can't get you a HOME.

It can buy a bed.
But it can't get you a SLEEP.

It can buy a clock.
But it can stop the TIME.

It can buy books.
But not KNOWLEDGE.

It can buy a position.
But it can't earn you RESPECT.

It can buy medicine.
But not HEALTH.

It can buy blood.
But it can't create Life.

Lastly,
it can buy SEX.
But it can't get you LOVE.




=)

I found it very interesting and wanna share wif you ppl..
Cheer up baby~~~
Know you stress la..
Sayang~~~

away..

People tmr am going to go back to UTP to begin my very 1st year of my degree..

Ya people are right..like may fren said "foundation only ma..belum naik undergrade yet.."

Haha ok lo..few more days i'm officially started my degree in Chemical Engineering=)

FYI my degree is actually 4 years..

Engineering bah and plus the foundation is one year..

So total up the math will tell i have to finish my degree in 5 years time..

To be exact i must finish within the duration given of 5 years..

Due to bla bla bla contract with petronas..

This evening i talked to my mum bout my academic stuff..

I actually considering of going to overseas under petronas..

If not mistaken there are some exchange programmes going on..

She agreed and i'm still consider..

There are lotsa things i'm worried and heavy-hearted to let go..

Sigh let's not talk bout this..

I'm aiming for the 3rd year industrial training going to overseas..

How i wish i could go to Dubai..

Imagine i earn my 1st US Dollars..

Drooling..haha..

Damn!!! haha i know is big dream..

But sometimes is good to be abit over-ambitious=)

Ok cut the crap..

Back to going-back-to-utp story..

Well just wanna say something la..

It's abit sad la leaving home..

I dunno i'll miss my parents tat much after leaving to UTP..

I'm actually mummy or papa boy=)

I think i never did this thing in my life before..

I bet you guys never did this before too..

It was last week i think..

I was craving for chicken rice and it's kinda hard to find a Hainan chicken rice in anywhere else d..

Coincidentally my mum needed to go to hospital to take her medicine..

So i tagged along=)

For the sake of chicken rice?? haha..

Now mummy doesn't have a car and the hospital is hell far away..

But wat to do?? my mum get cheap medicine 'cause she was a government servant=)

We went by bus and I thought i would fall asleep during the whole journey in the bus but i didn't..

I was chatting with my mummy=)

Skip the hospital part and jump to the climax part..

We went to eat the chicken rice and it can't be described in any words=)

Tooooooooooooooooooooooooo good~~~

Here is the best part..

We walked for whole kl town area and all the way we were chatting..

Awww..mummy and son moment..haha..

I have never ever done this before and i was actually happy..

For the 19 years i felt tat i wasn't there for mummy all the time..

And now i know how to appreciate everything d..

It's indeed good tat UTP is at tronoh..

Which is freaking far and isolated to a KL guy like me..

Which i cannot go home every week..

Which i have to survive with my own..

And when things turn out to be like this..

We actually will appreciate wat we have..

The family and the house..

Warm house and my parents=)

If UTP is in kl i think i will driving back every week d..

Money will be spent like water..

Every weekend go CC burger hiking and yum cha..

Petrol money have to pay by using the 500!!

Haha but dun worry..

UTP will never shift to kl..

Ps : people see you there=)

quote of the day..

"The love ones will not see wat you have or wat are you going to have..
They see how sincere you are when you treat them.."

Off for transformers=)

thinking..

Is money tat important??

I guess so..

Money makes ppl happy huh??

I think everyone loves money more than anything or anyone else..

Who doesn't love money??

We do anything for money..

People said we are the slave of time..

But i said we are slave of money..

'cause we are doing everything for money..

"No money no talk.."

Without money are we something??

We are just so realistic.. Aren't we??

Bullshitting here..
Crap..
Rantings..

Cheers ppl..
Ignore this post..