damn lazy..

Currently i'm super duper freaking damn lazy to update post now..

Finished soul eater in few days in PPStream..

Ate chicken rice for 4 days in a week..

Changed blogger template but always have hesitation in deciding which 1 is better..

I know this post is totally random..

My body is still stiff as if i have been caught and tied up in the prison for ages..

Now plan to do wat..

Maybe some movies??

But movies are meant to be like group activity??

Ok fine movies are also good for single person..

Haha..
Lame..
Random..
And lame shit..


Ps : am too lazy to put the links..
Ps' : stupid templates need to edit everything thru' html which is hard for a non-pc-nerd..
Ps" : i dunno why i put the differentiation thingy in my blog if you are sharp enough, there are double differentiation..

Told you..lame shit..

dun give a shit..

Did i mention bout my chem+icis+bday day?? it was sucky and basically i wanna said i screwed both of them..

However thanks everyone for celebrating my bday beforehand=)

It was unexpected expectation=)

Complicated..

Nice play..hehe..

Recently i just think tat im so stubborn tat i resist to change my opinion..

Different ppl different points of view and we as a human just won't change your own view..

Even you tell them lotsa lotsa philosophies..they will just give you the watever-face..

You think you are right and they think they are the correct ones!!

Who is the right one we dunno and yet we still fight or quarrel for an unknown thing..

Sometimes we should just don't give a damn to certain things..

As if you can change his or her mind even though you know tat's not tat proper..

For example A wanna give up for his studies..
Then i go and say something and encourage him not to..
Now there are two possibilities..
If you're as 'good' as A then you might not get shoot..
But if you're better than him in studies..
My advice just keep your mouth shut and mind your own business..
Waste of energy and time to advice him where in the end A will most probably think you're trying to find the chance to insult him..

Then B wanna do bla bla bla..
You might just say, "oh ya..is good for you=)" (remember the smiley k but not too fake=))
Don't comment anything unless you are asked to do so..
Just like machines..
If you din instruct the machines to do the things and the machine pandai pandai asks you whether need to carry on the task..
Then ppl will say the machine rosak or gila d even though the machine is trying to concern..
Get wat i mean??

Well sometimes i would rather close my eyes and just act nothing happens..

Dun give a shit or damn where you are like a dog barking but no meats are served..

Like i say..
Watever..
Do watever they want=)
Mind your own business..
Not everyone thinks tat you are caring bout them..
They will just think tat is a bunch of bullshitssss..
Smelly ones..

People..study week comes=)
Nescafe time=)
Oooopsss..

unfair..

Now is 6.05am and guess wat?? it's holiday and my holiday-sickness came back=) been enough of rest these days but after few days..rest will not be sufficient..life is always like that..

I have been listening to gender's equivalent rights issues for all this while and i always wanted to voice out..

I still can remember vividly tat when i was small i often wonder why guys need to please gals..why guys need to be the one who can't bully gals and this is not vice versa..

Until sometimes..i finally accepted the fact tat guys should be gentlemen all the while..i mean hold our gentlemen-ness all the time..

Whenever people always wanna fight for gender's equivalent rights..i wonder will this day come??

Now there are equivalent rights where you can see some tough gals being engineers at the construction sites..

During those days the gals were not given a damn by the so-called gentlemen to involve in these professions..

Well gals always wanna voice out things like this to say tat unfair treatments were given..

Ok fine..this is true..

Then they won't just stop there..trust me..they will continue something like this..

Guys are bad and evil..non of them have good intention..

Ok fine..majority of the criminals are guys when we assume..

Guys cannot be trusted..they are liars..

Fine this is true..i agree even though im a guy too..this is damn freaking true=)

Now..don't you think this is way too gender stereotyping??

Guys are bad and evil..that's correct..i never said tat it's a wrong fact..but don't tell me tat gals are not bad and evil also..then gals will answer "we are not as evil as you guys and when you see the amount of criminals..guys are the majority.."

Ok now gals so called wanna make majority as their answer..so can we make this way?? gals are meant to be housewives and do all the chores..can we make the majority as the answer which will piss every gals up?? no right?? i mean guys are bad but not all the guys are bad..stop the freaking stereotyping!!

When you see things around you jump to the conclusion tat the thing is like tat..dun ever narrow your view down..

Guys are liars and gals are right..they all lie and we all lie..dun tell me you never lied before and you would say white lies only..

Got once i went to a church camp and for christians they consider lies are sins i suppose (im not really sure of this issue)..

White lies or black lies watever lies you call is still lies..the truth is we all lie..dun freaking say guys are liars where you yourself is a liar too..

It's just like a smoker dad asks his children not to smoke..it sounds wrong right??

Well i dun wanna make fuss of this issue and i dun wanna argue also..

I just wanna voice out my opinion..

It's true..guys are evil..bad..liars..just as you said..
but not every guy is the same..
just like your fingers..
are they in the same length??

heartache..

basically..
i fuck-ed my day up..
watever..
it says all..


Ps : decided not to play rubik cube..
and you and me know how it feels when isolation and ignorance happen..
the heart will tell us..

tired..

I am so freaking tired till i have become numb to complain and sleep..

This is not my 1st time and i felt and sensed nothing

So so so tired everyday and works are accumulating day by day..increasing rapidly till the works almost take my breath away..

Very exhausted and this will normally make one to become moody..

But i try not to be..even i have become..i won't show it out..

Is kinda stupid to show it out where no one will freaking take a damn on it..

Chemistry test is coming and my coming exp report will be super long..

No need to say..tired is the word again and soon i'll immune with tat curse..

Mon exp and wed will be the test day and report-hand-in day..

Shout f*** you report and test?? forget bout it and continue to live on..

I'm seriously tired but i won't break down..

Lotsa things are waiting for me to do..

Sometimes i just wonder..mayb i should leave my handphone and all my works behind for 1 day and have a good rest for the whole day..

However i can't do tat..as i said lotsa must-be-done things are popping out..

Sometimes i wish i'm the old me where i seldom help and give guidance to others..

I try to help yet people treat you like an animal..to be exact you will be they annoying and busybody fly among them..

Help people do cheer me up but sometimes the return is terrible..

Just a thank you will be good enough..

But sometimes..

Speechless..

Again i'm tired..

Tired..

Continue studying and doing props..

EARTH hour..

I always claim tat i have so called high level of environmental awareness and the truth is im bullshitting around..

28th of march was the light-must-turn-off day..guess wat was i doing??

I was snoring like a pig=)

And this says it all..

People i have paid my sleeping debt which i owed myself for a very long time already..

Haha happy lectures-labs-tutorials day people..

untitled..

Human beings are always the same..yet it's hard to understand wat is in their mind..

It sounds funny when the same species of living things can't understand each other just like you are saying the mummy lion cannot understand the cubs..

Among the people..some are self centred..some can be cruel and cold hearted..some just like to jealous about others..and some are generous and kind..

Billions of people in this world can hardly escape from 1 typical attitude..stereotype..

Don't tell me you're not stereotype..i would just say bullshit or liar..

Everyone is stereotype and just tat the degree of stereotyping varies..

When someone ask you..is chillies hot?? the word "yes" would always turn out to be the answer..

Is tomyam spicy?? "yaya..i enjoy the spiciness which can make my face turns reddish like a tomato.." some says tat..

Is tat everytime we go mamak stall we always have to remind them like this "neh..teh tarik kurand manis.." ??

Is nasi goreng cina is the non spicy fried rice??



I bet some 1 would say no but this doesn't mean tat you're NOT stereotype..

Chillies can be not spicy and so do tomyam..mayb the gene of the chillies is not a spicy type and mayb the thai who is cooking the tomyam likes tomyam with moderate spiciness??

Bevarages in mamak stall always be the sweetest drinks in the world tat wat we always thought..but everyone just forgets the air ais kosong which is the tasteless one and who knows the drink maker is a healty freak..

Nasi goreng cina is indeed not to be meant spicy but why is has to be with the word cina?? not all the chinese cook fried rice which is not spicy and not all the chinese can't eat spicy food..

When one insists tat you are a bad guy..no matter how good you are..you will always be the bad one or mayb no..you can be the worse or the worst one..

Things are like tat and truth are always cruel..

Stereotype..

Is in you and me..

Just admit tat..



Ps : not only thai can cook tomyam..we can do tat also..