immature

All of the sudden..i felt tat i'm so immature..

People always say "human always improve day by day.."

But is it true?? how true is the saying??

I'm immature just like others..nothing much..
Just an immature and naive minor..

Well not yet 18 the legal age..





BTW..

Getting into petronas is really hard!!
Really competitive!!

Hope to get some good news from utp..
Really hope so..






Ps : completely sealed my emotions..

headache..

I have been thinking of wat am i going to study since my form4 life..but i also have been avoiding to think about tat everytime..

And now is the time to decide..

Basically i'm into chemical engineering now..hopefully tat's the final decision..

Good things are always hard to get..

I have browsed thru' the internet for the scholarship things and spent for hours to settle it..actually it's not settled yet..sigh..

Filling forms..reading instructions..downloading the important pages..

It's killing my time..but all of tat are worth to do after all..

I'm applying for JPA and Petronas scholarship now..and there is a good news..

I can ignore the documents thing for a while!! yeah..all i have to do is applying thru' online then settled!!

Pray for me k!!




Ps : last night was a great night after all..

wat if i don't??

Wat if i don't??

Human is a kind of creature tat always thinks of the worst possibilities when thing goes wrong..

But wat if the truth is everything is fine??

Tat's how people live..it's hard to change the fact..

The fact is i didn't fail everyone..still under my calculation..

desperate??

group photo with our eng teacher..
i'm at the right!!

LOL..gonna treat them all lunch..

obviously i'm not good in smiling..
look like sausages..LOL!!

People thanks for everything!!

wat if..

Wat if??
Wat if i fail everyone??
Wat if wat i'd done was not enough??
Wat if things get unpredictable??
Wat if i lost in this war??
Wat if i fail myself??


But wat if i lost myself??
I can't say anymore..
'cause there are no more words from me..
I've done my best..



Wat if...


GOOD LUCK PEOPLE THOUGH..

judgement..

Judging others is the thing we do everyday but to think about tat..do we really have the right to judge others whereas everyone is imperfect??

We do judge people but did you judge yourself for once??

Jumping to conclusion without observation and thinking is the way we always used to be..

After all misunderstand appears among people and unseen fences are built and eventually separate all of us..

Don't just judge from your side but do judge from multiple sides..

Sometimes you would just wish others judge from your side..stand on your side and giving you a support..

Have you ever met a situation where people have been misjudging you whereas you are an innocent one??

I'm sure tat everyone faced tat before and tat's also wat we do to others everyday..

Getting some unfair treatment and giving so-called "fair" treatment to others..

Are you happy with those misjudgment?? certainly no right..yet still we do it to people!!

Try to judge in others' side..
Not only for your own..
In life everyone is a judge but wise ones are only the minority among us..


JUDGE WISELY!!




Ps : bought a new extreme bag!! super cool!!

and and i'm not suppose to sleep tat early..it's 4.30 now!!

relationship..

Wat impress you the most of a girl or guy at the very 1st sight??

I would say eyes..

Eyes are just too special which can even trap your heart..
I'm trapped..

However pretty or good in appearance might not be reliable..

Time does change everything when it flows..

One may not be perfect but one maybe be special and precious..

Relationship btw people is just complicated..
Can't be estimated..can't be predicted..can't be calculated..

Uncertain..

So i'm not into any relationship..
'cause it's not the right time..

tired?? or sick of boredom??

NOTHING TO WRITE!!

tat's all..LOL!!

Ok ok just joking..

Recently i found out tat i met tong leong everyday single day..WTF?? we even talk to each other face to face everyday..

And you know wat?? we have same sitting pose..LOL!! believe it..maybe we get together for TOO LONG!!

Tat's why people always say some "long-lasting" couples seem very similar 'cause they face each other too long..

But i wanna emphasize something here tat I'M NOT GAY (homosexual) get it?? maybe he is but not me k..who knows right?? LOL..

Gotta wake up early in the 6 for every morning..wth!! tired!!


BTW..
I'm getting fatter..planning to undergo intensive exercise after 8th..

and and and good news here..futsal next fri!! 11 pm!!

can't resist the passion of futsal!! (fully booked)




Ps : wanna see me in super short hair?? LOL..

i'll make every second count..